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2008-06-04T22:19:00.000-07:00

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xoxo,
Desireeeeeeeeeeee

Oh i love th way y say my name,

2008-05-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

Oh I'm supper dupper happy! Hohohos,enddd offf exams!They were killers man,i bet i'm gonan fail all man.Yeah,whatever damm my marks okay.Omygoshhh hollyyyy molly assss i have an REALLY STUPIT alsul( howdo i spell it?) Okay yeah that in my mouth for about a few days alr? Omg,so killer pls i really wanna give it a hard kick,but that will only make it hurt real bad.Such an ass this is. Okay ,i dont wanna elaborate abt exams so yeah.My week's been pretty awasome,except for some really irritating part.I acn't wait t get my contactsssss,finally like ,byeeeee geeeky glasses,hello beautiful eyes!hehhhh,but mummy has to agree t buy it for me.Oh i'm really sadddd cus i have not much money,so i'm gona get a imitation sling coach! i'm happy,coach rocks okay.Maybe i'll get an imitation LV bucket bag,i'll see abt it huhh.I'm so cheapskateeeee! hohohos,oh right now th radio's playin my favvv song,loveee innn this clubb! Oh,i can't wait for holidays! Time t spend time with clique&shopping! I'm still waiting for money t drop down form the sky right now,but it seems t have no effect.Gahhh,I've got loads t type buttt i dont feel like typing.Oh,&i love Jamie Chong Man Ning & Rachel Chiam Wen Xuan,they make my day! Alex,don't spill my secret! hahahas,actually it's eyecandy not like luh.(: Yesterday was cool cus met my suppleir for th very first time yo! she's pretty & I was so excited man!(: Went amk hub t spend time with my grannny! bought lovely earrings! i'm happy & gay!Okay,i gotta go un-happy myself.

If i would t tell y how i felt,
would y change for th better?

Today was loveee:D

2008-05-01T05:29:00.000-07:00

BOTAK JOANES MADE MY DAY!

Hey yo,happy labour day! Today woke up pretty late,went down to amk to try botake joanes! & indeed it was damn good food at a damn good price!hahas,i have nothing much to say but th food was SUPERRR DUPPERRR UBERRRR GOOOOD! hahahs,yeah then went to get nailpolish then home.Studied for less than an hour? Talked the day with best & chermaine.So my day is almost complete.......BUT wait I just need this.......

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2008-04-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

1.Is it cute when girls kiss you on your forehead?
-my bestest gf kissed me before,but idk? lesss ah!
2.A big poofy dress or a short partydress?
- TEEEHEEEEs! big poofy dress? later i wear then it goes pooof! how?
3.What would you do if you received a long love letter?
- read luh duh? I will be very touched but it depends on who gave it!
4.Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
- YESSSSS
5.Do you text message a lot?
- nahhhh
6.What would you do if you got pregnant?
- i go find an ah kuah& give th child t him luhhh,duh! HEEES(:
7.Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
- YESSSS
8.How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
- 30 mins? idk leh.
9.Do you like caucasian bungs?
- there are caucasian bungs? i prefer chistiano ronaldo!
10.On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
- uhmmmm?
11.In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
- does my daddy count?
12.What is the youngest you would date?
- this age?
13.What is the oldest you would date?
- idkkkkk
14.What is the best feature in a bung?
- What's with th bung questions? uhhh,how romantice she is? idc!
15.On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
- 100 luh!
16.What makeup could you not live w/ out?
- wahalao,eyeliner,lipgloss&blusher!
17.Do you fall in love easily?
- idk?
18.Do you have cramps?
- I'mma a girl,do th math!
19.Do you think you have the bestest friends ever?
-Yeahhhh,one that's crazzzzy abt her klj!
20. What is more difficult to let go everything or forget what happened?
-let go uh!
21. Think of the last time you were angry?
- th burberry bag's fault!
22. Why were you angry?
- cus i must move away from th com!
23. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
- I for a shopping spree,F.O.C for me&loaddddssss of $$$$$.
24. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
- LOVE !
25. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
- i not so mean luh!
26. Think of the last person whom you know?
-uhhhh?
27. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- OBVIOUSLY RIGHT?
28. Would you sleep with someone if u had the chance?
- sleep? as in what? i sleep with a boaster!
29. Are you old fashioned?
- yeah luhhh,I'M VERY OLD FASHIONED!
30. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that youdo not love them back?
- To tell someone i love them.
31. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
- uh my clothes,my life,my everything!
32 Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- uh,i told my mummy yesterday i loved her,does that count?
33. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- idk? definitely not a cheee koh peh! then anything would be fine!
34. Would you give a homeless person CPR?
- I doubt it will happen?
35. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
- what?!
36. What do you do with your remainingdays?
- Shopping,sleeping,nail painting or reading seventeen mag!
37. Would you be afraid?
-of what?

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
- sleeping?
2. Who will be your next kiss?
- how i knowwww?
3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
- i kiss my mum,dad&sis does that count?
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
- ewwwwww,no!
5. When was the last time you told someone how you felt?
- as in? idk ,idc
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- i have nooo time lah!
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- iced water.
8. What are you wearing right now?
- "Daddy's expensive little girl" tee & fbts.
9. What was your last purchase?
- eye shimmerrrrrrrrrr!(:
10. Last food you ate?
-errr soem nuts from indonesia?
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Sharanjeet kaur!
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
-eh eh eh,dunno leh!
13. Do you have a pet?
- my sister counted?
14. What did you do last night?
- watched nickelodeon & talked on th phone with besttt.
15. Are you a vampire?
- Yeah luh,how y know?
16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
- Far east shopping my life away uh!
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
- nothing? i have my own bloggy shoppy!
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
- Oh,my fats!
19. Whats your favorite adult drink?
- adult drink? duh,ADULT MILO LUH!
20. Do you miss anyone?
- i miss bestest gf,gsy&bestttt!
21. Last movie you saw?
-idkkkkk
22. What are your plans for the day?
- Study, maybe parkway or a picnic
23. Did you have fun today?
- i kinda just woke up?
24. Who is your last text message from?
- nobodddyyyy
25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
- YESSS! actually no,idk.
26. What do you know about the future?
- I plan on being a big time fashion designer & shop everyday till i literally drop!
27. Who rode in a car with you last?
- FAMILY!
28. What is your all time favorite band?
- idk? Hillsong!
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
- 23 onwards?
31.Did you meet anyone new today?
- i met a lizard on my way to the bathroom this morning.I screamed hello at it!

2008-04-29T04:11:00.000-07:00

SAVE ME MUMMY!

I'm hungry,really hungry.

cyber worlddddd!(:

2008-04-28T23:53:00.000-07:00

Helloooo cyberrrr worlddddd!:D
th oh-so irresistible worldddd,mama i'm addicted!hahahahs(: i'm full of smileys today luh. Okay,so yeah peeps have been coming to me saying that i've not been blogging.Aiyahhh it's cool lah.hahahs yeah.Oh,how i wish i've like got my own laptop,i really do wish.So yeah let me elaborate my days so far.Monday compass with my dear gfs rachel&jamie omggg so funny luhh.We saw a couple fighting & some people chasing a girl &&&& i saw Goh shiying,omg you've really chnaged in your appearance! saw qianhui&germaine ang.Wow,pri school reunion much?yeah,rachel owes me a jack place meal(: I suffer durring exams luh,i have neck cramps.Urghhhh,during today's cheena test , i was suffering but compo was good.I had time left so i did some thinking.Suddenly he came up,mygosh.How was i so dumb? have i gotten over him? i guess no much.I really don't know.Eunice,amabel,chermaine,angelica&jamie are assholes luh pull my hongkong baby hair! damm you luh! hahahas! i will pull your hair hahas.Life for me has been good.Now cus God's back,but i gotta trust myself to not stray again.Everybody's sick now,if i'm sick then it's all cher's& rachel's fault cus of their sausage&my miss soup.Urgghhh,i love the clique! they just give me smiles on my face,damm tmr got lessons bound to see her face.I'm just gonna avoid her. I wanna let best know that she's loved & i'm here by her side if she needs me.I love you my love,you're the best girlfriend anyone could have.I will never forget your hugs & kisses(!!!) the talks i've had with you,everything was just perfect till you had to leave.Don't go please don't go,you're making me cry,the bestest girlfriend you'll always be,i love you kelly. Omg,kelly's leaving after D&T:( i'm loosing one of my bestest girlfriends luhs,my gosh i will so miss your hugs & the talks & not forgetting you.KELLY YOU'RE ALWAYS BE LOVED BY DESIREE! urgh,why is saying goodbye so hard?God please let her stay.I really wish my exams will turn out just right,will the time come till i have to face the scary truth?
Omgoshhhhh I'VE ONLY LEFT 4 MINUTES TO SAFE THE WORLD!:D
byeees for now,needa study :(
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haven't got over you.

2008-04-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

I hate this non achievement i'm getting.I tried,twice but nothing.Why is this so hard.Now,gotta put in more effort.why now?Urghhhhh,i really needa STUDY! Really really do.Omg,i haven't got over you i think.Every time i see you,i get this feeling that i just wished we could go back to the past,secretly loving each other.But,now it's all different,you just don't care.I can't change what's been done,i'm just so disappointed in you,i dunno how to say it but i just do.Studying now,bye.

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2008-04-18T02:50:00.000-07:00

To the teacher i offended,sorry.
I'm guilty,please forgive me.
i didn't know it will end up like this,sorry.

Comp comp with Jamie&Sharan this week.2.4 tomorrow,I'm not prepared!
I think i should take a step down,is it right? Only,attitude & luck will tell.

Back to th books!

2008-04-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

I'm planning to hit the books this week & th next.But,i doubt it's gonna work.Okay,so exams are really really near,so i really have to buck up.I felt go guilty today.I am a monitor yet i don't set good examples.Mrs.Freeman scolded em today for talking during assembly.She banged my monitor badge real hard & threatened to take it away if i misbehaved.I felt guilty lah when she said i was a monitor & not setting examples.I think i'm don't fit to be one.I think maybe after all my dream of council is over.I guess i will never be able to make it there.I guess it's time to give up on my high hopes,give up on them,give up on everything! Cus they don't care.All i ask is for you to care,do your role.You say youre,but are you really acting like one? Like i've ever wanted you,maybe we weren't ment to be.You're shit to me,you little money face asshole.All you know is about you,your friends & material stuff.Do you ever regarded me as someone even as close enough to call a friend or you're just using me again?I wish i could speak to you how i feel,but that would just change everything.The world has changed.Okay,so today had lunch with the girls.She si uber irritating,i feel slapping the hell outta her.Please just eff away la,biatch.Gurrgh,bought fullscap,hadpizzas,window shopped&bussed home.Yesterday got my shoe for the 2.4 run this sat.Hopefully,they don't ache again like last time.Damm,tmr's batteries thingy! Whatever,i feel lost & idk & i NEED to study alr!I don't wanna elaborate so much i don't really waste my time on cyberspace.I needa go study now.Don't you dare ask me who's this post referring to,i'll just ignore y till i'm happy cus i'm in this"IRRITATED" mood! (:

I needa shopp

2008-04-13T07:11:00.000-07:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED t SHOP!
Like REALLY! GAH,when will th day finally come when my oh-so waiting lisp can finally touch teh tips of those heavenly ohso pretty+tasty+CUTE! Lip smacker lip products? HUHHH? when?I beg my parents to bring me or just stuff me in a box & ship me to Australia just for lip smacker.Why don't Singapore sell them? This is just as dumb as me not having one!:( Gahhhhh,f lah. I 'm just so jelous of Australians,they have LIP SMACKER!Damm teh hell outta of them! Gah,my mom luhh,h she doesn't wanna freaking bring me to go to freaking far east to freaking go shop!Gah,why no money$$$$? No clothes luh! Aiyahhh! vbjqeoghkrofgi3rjg! i' pissed off.I havent study for Physics,damm it! now,i gotta go.LIP SMACKER,DREAMING ON! (:
My shopping list!

I . NEED .DRESSES.
I NEED A ASSS BAG!
I NEED MORE TOPS.
MORE BOTTOMS!
DAMMM,I NEED NEW SHOES TOO.
I NEED CASH,CAN BUY?
Wahaln eh,money come&go!

I love my girls(:

2008-04-10T03:43:00.000-07:00

Ystdy ,Jamie & Chermaine came over.We typed some letter stuff then headed to chermaine sotong's crib.Her brother annoyed me again,so yeah.Then went to the swimming complex to wait for them to complete their uber long swimming test,while waiting i camwhored(: Sharan did not come,missed her.Super funny luh,angelica pulled a prank on sotong Cher.I was shock about it,hahahas!Yeah,cabbed home with Chermiane sotonggg.So today,was almost late for school,it's been liek this for a few days now,my gosh gonna be late soon! Okay,so yeahidk why but today i was a little crazy i kept singing songs during maths,esp chris brown.EXCUSE ME,MY HAIR IS A FUNFAIR! NOT A DISCO! Hahahas,thanks to random people today,i addicted to th word funfair.Damm luh,okay IKEA with Jamie & Sharan <3 Had supper yummy lunch,daddy fectched sister came along.Thenwent giant,i want my FBTs! :( Then sharan&jamie went to my house,sent sharan home,camwhor-ed fashion show-ed&makeup-ed ,then suddenly like sharan disappeared! O.O Hahahs,then i & jamie had pasta & laughed till our stomach ached,painted nails then sent her home.At the bustop saw Kimberly<3!(: For now pictures AC,yesterday&today & some random photos(:
Us(:
Me&cher sotongggg.
Melissa,pretty babe<3
Me,Jomelle & Claire.
ILY( :

Jamie&Me.
Look at Cher,zomg.
In the cab with Chermiane by Jamie.
Rachel,me&Jomelle.
(:
Chermaine emos.
I told you i was unglam:P
?
Mentos?
pfft.
Me&Amalyn during AC.
Dance Ensamble,AC.
Award ceremony 2008.
Some of my birthday pics another day,i gotta do online shopping&read my book now.

hi!(:

2008-04-07T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hello i'm retarded & oh so very crazy & lame Desiree.

My friends call me des& i like friends that are made of wood.

Oh,have you met my little friend from Thailand?

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2008-04-06T06:14:00.001-07:00

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I need to get my direction.

2008-04-06T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hello,I'm fat,getting fatter.I realised something,me,chermaine,jamie& rachel were like eating alot! Like seriously,All those meggi mees! Urgh,sometimes i just wished i was born like natrually thin or like really low mentobolism? urgh,i hate my body can.Damm it luhhh, i wanna be skinny.But not too skinny,like just there.Okay,so here's my plan for next week.Yeah,so i planned it so i'm barely there with studies so yeha.& i cant not touch the computer,idk why! I just love cyber world. Church was good,bondeed with clique before church then cried & i guess i'm trying to change,go come back please.

1.Study!
2.Loose weight.
3.Buy stuff.
4.catch up with homework.
5.Pray.
6.remove something.
7.repaint my nails.
8.save more money.
9.Lay off the com.

Desiree misses you.

2008-04-06T03:34:00.001-07:00

Town,far east,bugis & little india yesterday with jamie.
took a bus down,waited for her till head ache,Jamie you were very long.
So took a train to little india,bought our oh so glam Indian bangles!(:
I AM HAPPY :D
Then went far east to buy her bucket bag.KFC for lunch,soem idiotic guys were like starring .
like wth? yeah,bugis to find my jumper but sadly could not shop in peace thanks to Jamie.
Took a train down to Hougang ,then cabbed home.

Sharan,please dont feel replaced! You're forever my bestie okay?
I love you very much,even if at times you annoy me.
I love you Sharan! & I miss you right now!

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Till it's all right again
You're a true friend,LOVE DESIREE(:

Sorry,I want you now.

2008-04-04T18:50:00.000-07:00

I'm REALLLYYY lazy so i shall update another day lahhh.

Town& Bugis later with Jamie when a she finishes band.Little India later t get bangles.(: I'm excited.Chermaine,I want you t come lehhh!:(Damm luh,i think you should forget about her cus she's not worth your loving darling.I think blogskins are getting on my nerves,i feel like forever staying at lj.Jamie&Enrica came over to my house yesterday.I & Jamie had fun,ate a whole lot(:Jamie remember this?"Wahlao what type of bung is this? She looks like a OLD HAG!"Hahahahahs(:Yesterday my mom was rather irritating i can't stand her irritating shouting now.

Annoying.

2008-04-02T04:41:00.001-07:00

Urgh,i'm rather annoyed recently.
Yes,very annoyed today,like super.I cannot focus on my studies.I started speaking loads of vulgar words recently.OMGGG.Urgh,i'm even more fustrated! My friends think I like DH.I dont like DH cann.DH is Miss Heng,guess it out kay.I just think she's hot cus i like her braces & hair.I think she's pretty what.I am not les can.I'm proud to admit I'm STRAIGHT!why cant annyone accept it,just cus my friends are bi doesn't mean i must right?Please,give me a break,i dont like girls.Just stop annoying me about me being Mrs.DH can? I already said i out of my head,please accept the truth.& Fyi,I think guys are HOT okay! shutup about these crap.

Mixed now.

2008-04-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

I think the pic explains it all.
1.Homework.
2.Family matters?
3.friends?
I'm turning into a I DONT CARE PERSONALITY.
I'm turning into the person i am not.
why? God is really far.
But this attitudes drives me away from him.
Am I forcing it or is it just the satan?
I need rest,i need to go to school.
I've got alot of undone stuffs.
I cant tell anyone how i feel no more.
Now,i just feel like breaking down.
CRYING IS MY ONLY HOPE.
I need to change,it's time for me to return to the lord perhaps.
Focus Desiree,you can do it.
Your goals are still there for you to acheive.
Why are you such a change now?
I must change for the better,I think i threat my family weirdly.
I'm not the old me no more,
i needa go & think through.

I miss you,a little.

2008-03-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hey yo,i'm boredddd.
Gahhhh AC was nervously funn,hahahs.Met Chermaine at mrt.I was so dumb i went at 10.30? when we were supposed to be there at 11.30? Yessss,tell me i'm dumb! Hhahahas(: yess, we spent the whole damm time looking for places to eat cus chermaine wanna hide from the sjc girls.Yes,very lame i knw.Yeahhh so after that headed to dance! had makeup done,costume on lotsa random stuff happened! Omggg,i lovee hilary&amalynn! <3>

Every time i hear a love song.
my head just flashes that adorable picture of you.
especially when with you plays.
Cus i wanna be with you.

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2008-03-30T04:39:00.001-07:00

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BLOATEDDDDD AHHH (:

2008-03-28T05:19:00.000-07:00

This week's been rather WOOOOHOOO! fast i mean,real fast!Urgh,ACs have been taking up most of my time & sleep luh!Real tired now,today i cant stop blinking! Cus the eyeliner is irriating the hell outta me.I think dance is superrr tiringggggg! I don't feel like i belong. The eye liners' nice,maceyeliner.I think i wanna get one.Shit! I cant findmy make up remover nowww.Whatever luhhhh.Okay,so changed & headed t compass for dinner with rachel unplanned.We could not make up our minds luh,so funny walked into almost all the food outlets.First we went burger king then we went almost every where.Urgh,till we finally agreed with mos burger.Omg,i am soooo full now.Sawsenior & yadah yadah.Oh myyyy,i have breaky voice all of a sudden! Oh my,luckily i'mlike not in choir or smth i bet the audience would die when i open my mouth.Hahaahhahas! tomorrows'Ac so lunch with chermaine.Idk why the hell is every body calling me des! des! des! nowww,it's weired yo,byeee i'm not in the blogging mood!(:

Chermaine! Cheer up kay? She's not the only girl.
You still have so many people who love you!
If she did not except you,it's her GREAT BIG LOST!(:
Don't worry your friends will always be here for you no matter what okay?
Esp me,because every time we touch I get this feeling! Hahahahahs(:
Love you,Desiree Han A.K.A Des! des! des!

Just shut up.

2008-03-25T06:29:00.000-07:00

You ass bitch,i wished y would just shut the freaking hell up lah.
Stop using me & us.Just cus you're the one doesn't mean y must just
have t boss,everybody around.Just SHUT UP LAHHHH! stupit ass.
No one cares a singles hit anymore can,you & you're little pitty friends can
go get over your dreadful ass life now.You can just go run to mummy & tell her
your secrets,i'm sick of y using me! It's ENOUGHHH! is say,it's freak ass
ENOUGGGHHHH! URGGGGGGGHHHH!

& to you the person,thanks alot huh.I sworn i would have never thought y were the person i thought y were,i had positive thoughts leh! Y? just a piece of ASSS SHIT! I never ever started those rumors,i swear i never did.I don't spread false lies about the person i liked,i still care but y just wont stop but just insist that i must be THE ONE who spread it,just believe me this once? Why? You ass,i don't think you're ever gonna care.So you ass,i hate seeing you with her.Just go away,your presence is a displease.Go do your lil thing with her lah.

BYE STUDYING DAYS HAVE JUST STARTED!(:

tiring week ahead!

2008-03-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

Sorry,but i think people with braces are cool! (:

Randommm,i know.I so pissed off i can't skip school for like this week cuz it's gonna be a superrr tiring week fuul offff.....

1.NO SLEEPING LUXURY NIGHTS!

2.HOMEWORK STRESSSSSSSSSS! :(

3.BORING PRACTICES FOR AC.

4.NAGGY TEACHER&SOME FRIENDS(???)

5.MORE CONFLICTS!:(

yeaaaa,It's gonnnaaaa be a super loooooongggggg weeek!
Yea,i'm excited about staying over at Sharan's t do the asssy project,stupit Indus valley!
why must y exist! Urghhh,yeah so gotta take pics to convince my dad i actually did th project.
Urghhhhhhh lahhh! I feel that my 'rents dont trust me a whole lot more.
Okay,i gotta lay off the comp starting tmr! No time liaooo.
Reasons why:
1.I FEEL THAT MID YEARS ARE ROUND THE CORNER WHEN THEY'RE NOT! (???)

2.I HAVE A SUPERR STRONG FEELING I'M GONNA FAIL CHEM! :O

3.I NEEDA GET GOOD GRADES SO MY MUM CAN BYUY ME THE DIAMOND
EARINGS!

4.GRADES MEANS ALOT TO ME! (apparently it does!)

5.MY SUBS ARE BAD NOW!

6.THE MORE ADDICTED I GET T THE COMP,THE MORE I HAVE TO WHERE DAMMM SPECS! URGHHH! :(

7.I NEED SLEEEP,LIKE ZOMGGG YESSS! :D

8.THE CYBERWORLD IS VERY ADDICTIVE!

9.I NEED T MAKE TIME FOR QUIET TIME WITH GOD YO! :D

10.COMPUTER=HW KEEP ME UP LATE=NO SLEEP! :(

So,that actually concludes that :
1.I have t stop using the darn addictive comp!

2.Sleep means ALOTTTTTT to me! (:

3.I gotta keep up with my grades t be a prov.

Yea,so yes now it's really late my saggy eyes gonna be saggier if i dont sleep now.

Urghhhh,i'm S T R E S S E D!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm convincing myself it's not true.
But yeah,it's totally wrong.

unfulfilling desires?

2008-03-21T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hello yst Desiree th super woman went t east coast park with my family.
Yesterday was good friday! It made me think how god had died for my sins,died on th cross for our sins.I feel rather guilty,everybody sins,we even did stuff that hurt god,but he still died for our sins.If i was god,i wouldn't die for them.I am amazed at how god's love changed me,& yet i am starting to straw away from god.But when i need god,he's always there.I dunno, i have this stange secret i wanna keep only one person earth know what it is.& i promise myself never t tell anyone else.God knows but i hope he can help me take away this feeling,it's driving me nuts.Idk la,it's just very weired.I guess after this year probably I'll be SO OVER this.Hopefully,it's infatuation i tell myself,it is. I'm hoping this doesn't last forever,i'm starting t think what was told t me wasn't true.That love wasn't what it was.I cannot believe it,i guess it was just a lie.Just t make things happening cus th person knew.Urgh! pissed i tell y.Asshole,i hate y cus y hurt me so much cuz of that lie yozxzz! :D

Yes,so yesterday slept with sister throughout teh afternoon.Was supoposed to go to east coast t go fishing,so boringggg.Kay , dinner at BK(: yummy grilled beef!(: hahahas,omgg there was like so many hot guys kay.& there was this guy who was liek pretty dark with braces sitting opposite me & he was hot!(: hahahs,i like guys with braces idk why.Hahhahas,this sounds pretty sick.Yeah,so when to have cotton candy & rented this skate board thigy i can't skate,or even balance on it! heeees,yeah whatever,then went homeee(: talked to neysa about random stuff till 1 plus yo.There was this irritating withheld person who called her 4 time & she's very annoyed.She kept repeating so i got a little annoyed too, so when we find out who's withheld we shall punch that person's face hahahahahs!(: we talk about random stuff but kept bringing up the friendship thing,gahhhh.Whatever my mother's annoying me by telling me she wanna use the comp,so bye(:

XoXo,
Desiree Chantel Han :D

I want you.

2008-03-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

XinYen!(: ily!

I'm blogging late at night now.I'm like missing my love man.Yes,apparently only one person knows,I'm to afraid to tell.Okay,i don't wanna tell who so i'll call the person rocker .Yeah i wish i could go up rocker & tell rocker how i really feel lah.I was told she knew,i knew too.We knew,but nothing happened.Am i supoposed to wait for sparks to fly? Yes,i like you rocker,why wont you see anything & give me hint or smth.See the reasons,i ahte crushes are because the person on the other gives you irritating hints but you just don't know what the persons' trying to say.& yet on the other hand the person maybe giving hints if she likes someone,i'm guessing rocker does.Whatever,i bet after this year or smth i'll stop liking rocker.Probably,i would just back to not liking anyone cus i'm afraid of getting hurt.I wish rocker would have told me.
Urgh whatever lah,i'm crying cuz i am so tired. I'm going to church tmr,good friday.
Okay i feel that these lyrics mean alot to me sooo here goes.
xoxo,
Desiree Chantel(:

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

FYI,I loveeee BLUE!

Phukhet!(:

2008-03-20T06:42:00.001-07:00

I loveee the food!

Looooong hair yozzz.

Me&sister,MAN U FAN YO!

Tuk tuk,i loook fat zomggg.

Tukkkkk.

I love the jetskiii,dun ask!

Yummy tom yam!
tom yam(:

weired green curry.

Chicken thigy.

me at the beach!

Ahh the lovely beach!

hot weather baby.

sister.

cool motorbike?
streets of phuket!
i loveee the scooter
sister!
me(:
in the airplane!
me in the room!
milo:D
maid&me.
me,in the tailors.
airplane timeeeeee.
say hellooooo!
wingsss(:
singaporeee!
the inside.
airport rockkksss kayyy.
at airport.
preparing to get nearer.

hello my name is Chantelll :D

Before living fro phuket.

My nose?(:
Ohhhhh(:
I loveee them(:

Happy family(:

Hello lovely people! I'm finally back from Phuket,Thailand.
It was goodddy fun! I enjoyed most stuff.
Let me elaborate.
Day 1-Arrival at Phuket.
Day one was the arrival of phuket.The airport was looong quee sia.It was okay,got a cab& then slept all the way to the hotel.When we reached i was like shocked kay! Like zomg,small hotel? Did not match what mummy had disribed! like so weired lah,but the room was amzing lah! So exotic!then,when we reached the room,i immediately jumped on the bed(: yes,i'm mad la. Yeah so forgottened,yeah we went shopping(: It was only downstairs(: it rocked la zomggggg! then i for gottened,urgh.Oh yeah we had lunch at this place which i thought was sucky,but bearable.Than night!
Day2-love!
Had breakfast at hotel,walk at the beach.We went to rent the scooter.Ride all over th place,have yum yum! lunch,then went shopping! We went for motorcycle ride,wooohoo! I love the beach at the other end rocksss la.went to Banglah,went to the shopping center,it was nice.I went for a swim!it was love.Tanning time!Then dinner,went to shop,yet agian! i love phuket lah,dunno how to explain though.
Day3-moreee love(:
Breakfast was suckish today.Yeah had a rest in the room then wnet to motor ride again! this time we went up the mountain! it rocked lah! The fresh air,it made my asshole nose much better.Kay,shopping again,lunch! Then it was foot massage & hair extentions(: heeeee(: damm cool lah,oh yeah i did pedicure too(: iyt was mummy&desireee day! & a lil' of daddy too(: sister was sleeping in the hotel! yeah then went for a swim,then watched tv in the room!
then i had a looooooooong bubble bath!(: yayness! then it was hsopping&dinner love!(:

Day4-bye bye Thailand!
Woke up had okay okay breafast,then went tanning in the hot sun yo!(: yeah so rushed back got changed,cabbed down to airport,slept the way there.Then bored airplane,then singapore!Had delifrance for lunch,i loved it!(:

Sorry,i'm too lazy to elaborate!(:

stress out,snip snip!

2008-03-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

Guess what?
I just when to cut my bang yo! & i think it looks like shitzxz yo!
I kinda hate it,stupit aunty anyhow cut.I hate it.
I am like under going stress,i think.
Too much homework,too much after school activities,too much everything.
I needa go now becuz tmr i must go superr early for this stupit monitor thingy.

It hard,but I'll try.

2008-03-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hello,I'm finally thirteen.Yesterday,16th March 2008 was my birthday!Yayness,I enjoyed it so much.It was much of a celebration but people do actually care about it.I love them for it.I havent uploaded the pics so yeah,next time i'll blog about it.

TODAY!

Today was love too,quite a few people wished my happy birthday i was quite touched yeah.Last night i talked to Neysa about friendships.We really learnt from one another & concluded one very good reasons why friendships don't lasts sometimes.I once admitted to myself,I don't believe in best friends.The reason to it,the world is so catched up with popularity&fame that betrayal just gets a hold of us all.I learn't from life that,at the end of the day you just can't trust anyone but yourself.I know this may be hurting to some of my friends,but I am sorry.For me,you gotta understand that it is hard for me to trust anyone but myself cus the hurt was just too big or it is just a belief.The part about i don't believe in best friends,Neysa once told me this"Don't ever have best friends cus you will be hurt." I agree cus it's happened to me before.I know I have best friends etc etc.But I'm taking a risk,a hug risk.have you ever heard of this,"The greatest risk in life is not taking any risk."I find that exceptionally true.All I am trying to express&say is that sometimes people just hurt you too much for you to even trust yourself once again.As Neysa tell it,"Once Bitten,Twice Shy." which is kinda true cus that happens to me quite alot.Suddenly,after all this I realised one thing,really good friends are those who execpt that you dont trust them yet try to let you trust them.True friends are those who actually really care from their bottom of their hearts.They true friends know they'll never ever hurt you knowing you'll remember it for the rest of your life.They will never leave you,even if it's a million miles away.Unfortunately,there's no perfect friend.So yes,we must accept those imperfections God gave to us who some of them turn to become besties.Besties are God given angels i tell myself whenever i get pissed with them.So Neysa,take this as a word of encouragement.Myabe your friend just doesn't feel the same again.But you can really trust me.Yes,i promiss.Call me when you're bored or just cream my name liek you always do on msn.I know it's hard to trust someone but,you can try by praying.Faith&trust go together well,so pray.Idk why i suddenly be so counsellorish but it's true,it shock me all of a sudden but pray,you know prayer can move mountains!Yes,so please pray about it if you want you're friendship with her don't ruin.Don't be pissed lah!Even if this is gonna be a hurting process,remember God& loves you! & I love you too! :D Sooner or later you'll soon realise the real her!Hahas wise words i say wise words!So yeah today was superr sian can.I had no moood to study only to talk crap i became so siao,talked to jamie about hottaye woohooo!haha! Sharan,omggg i cant believe it! you're seriosu.zomggg,gosh i'm afraid very afraid.Hopefully is okay now,i wished we were friendsSharan,only you know who i'm talking about.DON'T TELL NO ONE.ohkay,so yeah thenduring after school stuff Cherisse was soo damm funny! Jamie is nice to talk to! Omg cherisse &I were liek making fun of mas selamat & Calling some people DLP! only we know what it means,hahahahs! (: Stressss ahhhhh! School is stresss will be able to catch up with it? I'm afraid i wanna have really good results but i bet i 'm gonna fail all! I have no confidence no more:( byee now.

XoXo,Desiree Chnatel Han.

I could tell from the start,but you were to blind to realize.
How i wish we could back to the past.
I really miss those days.
I still feel the same,
but you don't anymore.

2008-03-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

This is just a reply to Jomelle Ng's stupit post.
I don't have to be Jamie's good friend.
Just that you think that i'm trying to steal Jamie away.
I'm not that kinda person,it's your choice to walk away what?
You can choose to stay but too bad,you chose to blame it on me.
What they say is son damm freaking ass true i am so irritated with you.
& i really mean it.If you're that pissed with me why care about
me stealing your precious jamie away.
It's secondary school already,you still wanna go with the old school.
"She stole my friend" act. Asshole yes you are.
You wanna use rude language against me? Go ahead,i think i'm
pretty?it's the way i think what.
I'D RATHER HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF!
If i'm shit,you? A very ugly piece of shit.
You're ugly cuz you point out the bad of others.
I think i'm cool so what?
I've got two words for you.
SO WHAT?
I am happy the way i am,i cant care anymore about you already.
No use calling me a bitch/a fucker/an ashole/an idiot.
No matter what you're just a stupit acting bitch that shows the world the ugly side of you that think you're the best that people cant be different & you just can't accept the fact.
I'm irritating so what? I still have friends who care for me,or maybe you're just too dumb to realize bitch.

Word's of encouragements:
"try & realize your acting upon the whole world,your ugly side"

Finally sorted stuff out.

2008-03-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

I'm rather lazy to blog about Phuket,so another day would be better!
for now, is what's recent.
3 more days to my BIRTHDAY!
16 March 2008!(:
Faster lehh.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

YESTERDAY(:

♥Me,Chermaine&Eunice!
♥Cher&meeee!
♥My loves! Eunice&Cher.
Me at cher's house.
I ♥ Chermaine.

♥Yesterday went to school for a boring less than a freaking hour of History.Stupit Shang dynasty! Okay,not that bad.Missed my babes yozxzz! So yeah went to Chermiane's house after that.We cooked like zomg 5 eggs? her brother's rather annoying.We cooked meggi mee too! I cook the egg,Cher cooked the noodles.Then we ate it.Talked about stuff&her loveee.Hhahahahas,i love making fun of her lover.So funnehh! Her room's nice,especially her soft bed.Her mom's prettaye,but my mum's still the hottest no matter what.Her dads' rather scary.Ahh,i love chermaine lah. hahahahahas(:
HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY MEI MEI!
Family! iloveee you'll.

Me& my lovely sister with her power rangers cake!
Do we look a like?(:
So in the night(??) we had sucky sushi at sake sushi? I think my dad& i are loyal ichiban syshi fans! Hah,after sushi when to hougang mall to get my sis's birthday cake.Suddenly,my sister is sooo cute! Omggg,i ♥ her! seriously!So yeah had cake,i hate cake.But still,went to order one from angie the choice for my birthday.wooooh! Idk what happened next.I got a video of it though.Lazy to upload it yozxz.

TODAY! :D

Me&bestie Sharan!
I ♥ her!
Our signature post!
me! in the cab!
Sharan(:
Retarded her eating prata!
We love that smile♥

♥sharan's ties her hair.No matter how retarted,i still love you.

Today was amzing! Let me elaborate. Took a bus down to serangoon garden's to meet Sharan! then we went to have a lil bit of prata.I was sooo full! Then cabbed to amk mrt station to meet my granny! omg,i miss her like mad cann.Yeah took a train down to town with Sharan! We talked about her lover.Hhahahas,we talk about alot of stuff.We made up a plan!Special onee! hahahas,so went walked around.We started talking about how bad our friendship was,we sorted stuff out.I finally realised what had happened.But i'm glad it's all okay.negative thoughts are bad! so yeah We walked all over the place then we bought the bucket bag! TOGETHER! yayness,my birthday present from granny,she came along too. Then we went to this damm nice T-shirt place! WE bought the "DADDY'S LITTLE EXPENSIVE GIRL!" shirt. dammm nice1 She got balck I got white! Sadly Sharan had to go,if not we could shop more today.Subway after,had a drink,man i love subway!Then Sharan left,I took a train home with granny.I told my self one thing,i will spend more times with my elders.Is a must,idc! I really need to,before they go,I pray that will never ever happen.I can't deal with lost,i really can't i love them so much,i feel like tearaing up now,i love them.Seriously,I think i will make time for family now, I think my friends are important but,no matter what your family is forever there! I thank god for them,even though we fight,familys' still my loved ones!(:

XoXo,Desiree(:

Finally,all's acheived.
All now needed is a little more faith in God,
the new journey has just began.

BLOGGING AT CHAGI AIRPORT!(:

2008-03-08T19:13:00.000-08:00

Hello! I'm at the air port right now using the FREE internet.

Soo cool man,i can't wait zomg!

In a few hours time,i'm gonna be in phuket yayness!

I already miss Singapore,i'm in singapore la.

Woohooo,i miss church & clique!

I miss school! It feels like i'm migrating or something.

I'm scared my ears would hurt during the landing & going off.

Damm the stupit keyboard so oily siaaa.

I WILL MISSS ALL MY FRIENDS!

Take care in Singapore! I try to buy stuff.

BESTIES,ILY!(: try to blog in Thailand okay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI MEI! :D

i lovee changi airport!(:

XoXo,Desiree in airport(:

Nobody cares,not even my friends.

2008-03-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

SISTERLY LOVE(:

I look retarted here,hah.

Hi hi hi! It's finally 12,soo it means my sister has finally turned 5! Happy birthday my darling cutie,you'll always stay close to my heart girl!(: At times,i wished for me & you to be not so far apart.But,this is ho0w god planned it.I love you,but at times i dont show it.I get angry & irritated easily by you,but you just have to understand that i'm growing up too, alot of things are hard.Even though were like so many years apart,you'll be as close to my heart more than anything else.I asked myself why are you sooo precious to me? My answer,i asked god to give me a lil' sister & god blessed me with a beautiful lil' sis, i'll never forget! I love you Daniella,always stay close.I feel that NOBODY cares,that my birthday is actually coming! NOBODY is wishing me! It's like all those nice friends i once had? or are they still there for me? They are just like fadding away or not caring,all i just want is a sincere birthday wish.Is that too much to ask?Sometime,people just need a little care or concern to get their life going! I don't even think my family is that into my birthday either.I think I'll just celebrate it myself with a boring day & sad friends.I dont even think my besties even care? Are they getting presents? do they even know? I know it's not a big deal,but i just feel that noo one actually care at all.What shall i do? Urgh! Puhket in a few hours time! not really a few hours but yeah! CANT WAIT!NOBODY CARES IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!" I want supprise party like neysa's heh.I bet noo one wanna care about my birthday! byeee,i hate this feeling.Nobody,not even my friends love me any longer. Do you still love me?

byeee now,i'm feeling : "

You said it forever,you didn't mean it.
We haven't been through much but,i don't think this will last.
I'm starting to think it's you.
You ignore me,what else you gonna do?
It's best we split.
I don't think you & me are forever.

Xoxo,Desiree Chantel Han :(

Omg,sooooo much to blog leh.

2008-03-07T21:33:00.001-08:00

8 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!(:
Hello kiddos! Hah,I've been soo busy now a days.Homework,after school stuff,idk what other stuff & etc.Urgh,yesss secondary school is very bussy.Yesterday was SJC's 36th annual sports meet,which in other words means it was sport day.Well,did not really had a superr fun first sports day in sjc though,I had to do timing.Kinda irritating taking timing at times.But had fun! (not really lah) Timed with senior Xin Yen(: She's very nice yo! yeah,& this indian girl,i cant remember her name tough.Yeah so it was over all okay.Woah man,mass was kinda okay.Except our class was so paiseh we lost the gospel singing competition.&&& zomgg man,i was standing infront.After school had lunch with weiling,amabel&eunice(: we agreeded on one thing,we all don't like the same person.The icekachang was gross,had a worm in it.okay,yucks much! Urgh,headed back to school with amabel,took school transport to bishan stadium.Then waited long,had a terrible stomach ache manzxz! Woah,it was killing.Met up with Chermaine&Eunice,talked to Esther with Enrica.Yeah so took atttandance,squeezed in with my class(: hah,then went to get briefed by Dahlia on our duties.Bleah,than we started to get our jobs.Simply,we just timed(: During the break,me,xin yen,amabel&enrica were like eating non stop from the food table (??) Hahmdamm shiok.I ate alot yesterday man! Cheerleading was damm cool lah! Only,I expected St.Catherine's cheerleading to be the bomb! Hah,but too bad,if i'm not wrong St.Helen won for cheerleading.St.Elizabeth's cheerleading was un-understandable(??) hahahs.St.Emilie's was okay.Then after break I took a pic with senior XinYen,ily(: hahahs,okay then time again.Then blah blah blah,I went to St.Catherine instead after my duty ended! Then the announcements for the winning houses! St.Catherine won 2nd! Hurray for St.Cats! I expected St.Emilie to win lorrr! Sadly they were in no place this year! :( As,usual for soo many years St.Elizabeth won(AGAIN!) Wahalo,i wanna be in Catherine or Elizabeth.But I still love St.Emilie,truly my house(: heh.So yeah after sports day found out my specs got stepped on by some bitch.Wahalo my mum punnished me for that! Sucks lahh! Okay,waited for like SOOOO longg for shenru's dad to fetch me,enrica,shenru&Aisha,my new friend. She's very funny. So yeah dropped us at hougang mall,bought hair stuff with enrica& then homee(: Mama punnished me ! She can't trust me any longer i bet.She think's i'm liek soem kinda bet kid! I try so hard to arrive at good grades,i try so hard to be as good.Yet my mum has this thinking i'm like breaking all the rules,but no matter what my mother will always be my mum.She will always hold a special place in my heart.

Let's start with some grades.
English-73/100
Chinese-56/100
Maths(!!)-40/100
Science-95/100!!!!
yayness,i'm proud of myself! Finally accomplished.
Geog-54/100
History-77/100
Literature-70/100
D&T-68/100
yayness,i'm proud of myself! Finally accomplished.
I'm not being proud just wanted to note down so i cant always remember! I shall put in more effort! & acheive even better grades! I wass go the higher stream!yayness.

This week's been great,felt much closer to god.Every week I'm gaining more faith.Seriously, i think that i have almost a perfect life.My life is acceptable.I have so much love,i can never feel unloved.God has given me soo much great things in the world,is so hard to tel him how i truly feel.I love him,i know it.Yet,it's hard to follow the way he is,i'm human,everybodys' gotta except that fact.Maybe i shall give a second thought to my actions.I feel so close,this feeling of love.Last,sunday was even amazing lah! I cried like i've never cried.That feeling was great,like the god that was in me is back again.God was always in my heart,i just had to search.

I C A N T W A I T F O R P H U K E T !
I'll be taking the afternoon flight tomorrow to Phuket! MY FIRST TIME ON AN AIRPLANE MAN! I'm kinda nervous la.But i cant wait.Gonna enjoy it! Pics will be uploaded as soon as i take them! hahahs,sentosa pics still to go!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLA! my dear lil' sister!
my love,in advanced for tommorow!(:
Bye for now,gotta get ready for Rayden's party later.

Xoxo,Desiree(:

Extra much?

2008-03-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

I went Sentosa with Shenesse bestie a week or so ago.
It's been confirmed! I'mma going Thailand! woohoo!
MT BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 16th OF MARCH! COMING SOON!
I want presents(: hehehes.I'm so bussy,i have no time to blog.
Sprots day sucked! My specs got ran over by some bitch.
Now,my mommas' gonna kill me for spoiling my new specs.
I admit it,I'm definitely going blind.I need specs,urghh.
I'm feeling sticky,byeee(:
will post pics sooon(:

Dance till you drop,

2008-02-29T04:33:00.000-08:00

Hello say hi to nerdy Desiree Chantel Han :D
Hahas,the above pic is a picture of how stupit or I would say,toot wearing glasses! I want contacts! But my mama don't wanna buy for me luh! Sad sad :( I want contacts! Especially coloured ones! Hack care if i look lian.Hahas,yayness yo.Today was okay la,I came school later than usual.I realized something,everyday of this week I dragged myself outta bed.Every single day.Urgh,I hate waking up in the morning! I really hate it,urghsss! Heh,whatever.So yeah ,Chemistry was quite interesting I 'll say.We did experiments on this benedict(Reminds me of Claudia!(: ) experiment.Soo cool lah! Omg lahh,when Sharan heated the bendict the test tube broke! omggg,hahas,even that thigy to hold the testtube caught a little on fire! Damm scary,at one point my heart almost jumped out sia! I hate fire! Okay,then CME was boring.Mrs.Freeman came late for lesson.We,monitors didn't kept the class quite so yeah.Mrs.Elan scolded us, :( Noww,we have even more responsibilities,clean the canteen tables if not Mrs.Elan will have to take away a table! Urghhh! Yeah soo she scolded us! So yeah,than suddenly the whole of 1 Charity became quiet &sat in two perfectly straight rows! I was like,first time seh! Haha,I forgot who but they were like I help you,make your job easier,i sit in rows! I was like kinda touched luh! I think that was nicee :D Okay recess was okay luh. Then Art was like okay.Yeah then English was rather interesting cus the topic was dying hair! Woohooo,I wanna dye my hair BLACK&BROWN! hahahs half head brown & the other black? Hahas,no lahhh! Hahahs Black with Brown highlights! Damm nice okay.Yeah so Maths was okay lah.Okay had lunch with bestie meisi! Yeah then waited for her! Played with Eunice! Talked to cherisse for awhile,she's damm funny lah! Omg ily! Kelly kissed me,on the cheek! Yayaness! hahahs,it was soo unexpected okay.Then went with Sharan&Enrica to watch Pandora,Rachel&HuiShan do their cheerleading.Learned a little of the soilder boy dance from Pretty Pandora! Hahas,she can dance1 So fun lah! we were like dancing the whole time! Cheerleadings' fun! Woohoo!(: Okay so yeah,than went down with enrica& wait sooo damm ass looong for Meisi bestie.Yeah so then we took a bus together homeee! yayness I cant wait for tomorrow! VOLLEYBALL&BADMINTON with bestie Shenesse! Yayness,my two MOST favourite sports! WOOHOO(: Hah,I'm in a shopping modd again! Town or Bugis anyone? I AM IN NEED OF SERIOUS CASH! $$$$$
Quiz me time! (grabbed from sharan)
1. Are you smiling?
why would i be?

2. Have you ever kissed anyone whos
name started with a S?
S? ehh no!

3. What's irritating you right now?
Now? nothing actually!

4. When did you last eat pizza?
yess,last month?

6. Do you have any friends who are
famous?
Yesss!

7. Are you any good at poker?
What's poker?

8. What do you want?
MASSIVE SHOPPING SPREE!

9. Are you tired?
okay lahh.

10. Do you like anyone?
Noooo,I'm in love baby! hahas
(:

11. Coke or pepsi?
I hate them both!

12.Do you ever get sick?
duh,yess!

13. Beer or water?
WATER!(:
Mosty the only thing i drink what!

14. Staying home & reading or going
out & seeing a movie?
I wanna Go out & go shopping!

15. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
Taco Bell!

16 .Last thing you said?
Okay,call you later.

17 . What are you wearing?
Clown suit! hahas, no lah ofc clothes!

18. How many Abercrombie shirts do you
own?
ONE? i dunno!
i dont fancy abercrombie!

19 .How many Myspace views do you
have?
I forgot my myspace acc!

21.Do you believe dreams come true?
at time yeahh..

22. Do you like reunion concert tours?
urgh,forr?

24.Who is in the room?
ME,MYSELF&I! (:

25. What are you wearing on your feet?
Skinn! hahas. BARE FOOT!

26 . What's your favorite pair of
shoes?
My white pumps!

27. Who was the last person that told
you they loved you?
MY MUMMY!

28. What was the last thing you ate?
Yum yum Pasta!

29. What were you doing before
this?
MSNing..

30. What is the closest item near you
that is black?
like everything,my hair?

31 . What was the last text message you
received?
Before I lost my phone

32 . What did you do last night?
Urgh trying out clothes?

33 . What do you wear more, jeans or
sweatpants?
What are sweatpants? ofc jeans! Sweatpants sounds gross!

34 what is the last movie you watched?
I cant remember! omgzxz!

35. Last movie you saw at the cinema?
I cant remember!

36. Ever date anybody from myspace?
I dont even remeber my acc!

37.Ever been to QuizPox.com?
got such thingy?
38 .Where are your parents?
Working?

39 .Where did you get the pants you're
wearing?
Some shop at Parkway Parade?

41.Where was your default picture
taken?
In my room?

42.Why did you pick your background?
cuzzz it's vinatge baby! hahas.

43.Who are you currently texting?
I no havee a phoneee!

44.Are you happy with where you are?
Urgh yes?

45.Is cheating ever okay?
Which one? I'm rather dumb now, as in relationships or tests?

46. Would you ever take someone back
if they cheated on you?
maybe?

47. Are you happy with yourself?
Okay lah,I think i'm fat leh!

48. How old will you be this time next
year?
500000 years old! hahas! 14 luhh!

49. Do you want someone you can't have?
No cus i got the person i wanted!

50. Who makes you smile the most?
LOVE FROM FAMILY,DARLING&FRIENDS&ESP GOD!

PEEKTURES! (:

2008-02-28T02:26:00.000-08:00

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Hello blog,I finally uploaded the pics manzxz! Happy NAGGY meisi? hah. So let me blog now,err.
Wednesday(:
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Had breakfast with bestie than heade to school.Yesterday's heats was fun! Made friends with a new senior(??) i dunno,sorta? Okay.I swear Cherisse was damm funny lah! The way she timed! Cheering her friends,sher forgot to time them! Then Alexine,me& Cherisse were like damm blur lah! We all had wrong timings.So while i think almost the last even(FINALLY!) There was a sudden fire explosion? I think fire lah,omgg so cool lah! I mean not that people getting burned was cool butt OMGGGG my first time seeing fire1 woohoo!(: heh,everybody kaypo go see the fire! Omgosh cant believe it,Sharan saw the fire! she called the fire station i think? So cool. Okay so yeah took abus home with YingJing.Yayness I'm so happy1 I got A1 for my Biology CT! yayness mazxzxzxz! wooohooo! second in class! I'm so happy! I finally liek acheived what i wanted.It rocks kay.Yingjing was first! Wahalo,I'm kinda dissapointed in my geog a little,I hate geog! && History! I think i barely past? But I'm glad I passed all my subjects accept for irritating Maths! hah.Soo yeah I dunno what else i was planning to say lah.soo yeahh.

Thursday(:
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Today was okay okay,I hate PE forever! Idk! i ahte it,so boringgg,RUN! RUN! && RUNNN! urghhhh,I hate to run can.Okay so everythings okay la.D&T was weired,omg Mrs Goh scared us by saying 2 girls lost their finger thanks to buffing machine! damm funny.Okay I love Literature but Mrs koh was damm naggy! Like what the hell! Okay so i finally write a very neat piece of Literature not maxzxz! I showed jamie,she was like yeah first time! Wth Jamie! Okay so cabbed from school to amabel's house! Her house soo nice(: so innn.Hah,we used the com & did stupit Easter egg.We ate alot! One of ehr brother is quite annoying,sorry amabel! Hahahs,I love today! Cus During History had so much fun with SIAO SIAO EUNICE(: we're like really close friends noww! Omg la! lovee them,yes i do.Guess what? Eunice has 169 babies! hahahs! soo funny lah eunice! hahahs amabel was funny too! Loe them Okay! Yeah after Amabel's house! I was finally home sweet home. Oh yeah I have a very nice senior friend now! Her name's Xin Yen(: she's soo nice manzxz! I need to thank god for being there for me,I love you lord! & Thanks for helping me pass my subjects!Anna owes me a crumpler,still!

❤ When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

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I love this(:

Meisi bestie(:

BIG FEET(:

At the tips of her toes,

The pole was hot to my face.

Tell me I'm maddd!

Fat shadows.

Monkeyy! :D

Meisi thought this was nice.

I was skipping,yet it looks like i'm hopping/jumping!

I was kicking the sand when meisi got a perfect picture of my shoe flying!

Kicking...

UNGLAM! was hanging,my belt's highh!

It's not emo,it's serenity.

I sit on grasses!

Sun too bright luhh.

Ballet shoes,

Looking away baby girl,

Red watch,

ILYYY(:

Sun's good.

Long feet much?

I lovee my fringe here.

Camera on airoplane(inside joke)

Photography?

I hate my bag thanks(:

Far away,I see you.

Bend over girll,

Puffed the uniform.

Scenery by mee.

CAMWHORE TIME!

❤You held me on through the darkest days,I love you meisi.

I'm tired...so very tired.

2008-02-26T02:26:00.000-08:00

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Hi blog.I'm so bored of starting my post with dear dairy or diary or whatever it's spelled! Urgh I'm irritated with today! :( Butt today was also love (: I had my monitor Investiture! yaynesss,finally got the sexy blue badge! I was soo nervous! (: I was like sweating like mad! As in my hands sweaty likemad.Okay yes I have sweaty hands.Yesterday was good! Played my favourite sport(: BADMINTON!(: woohoo rocks lah! Amazingly I managed to ace playing with my daddy(: hahahs daddy! Oh yeah I wanna go for heats! I was on duty! But cus i got dance i could not go :( I'm so tired! I just came back fr0m quite irritating game of badminton! I'm in the i'm irritated mood! I dunno why though.I got very irritated with two peeps.Not gonna say their name,but one of them was like unexpected! Urgh,I'm so tired! I finally learning the bad side of sec school! TIREDNESS&BUSSYNESS! hahahs :D GUESS WHAT? I GOT F9 FOR MATHS YAY! Hahahas! It's not good ofc,but yay! I passed D&T though,I got B3! yayness.Heh,I think I failed Chinese? Dunno lar.Wanted to quiz myself just now,butt so tired so not gonna.Okay yesterday Ryan apologized about what the boys did.I'm still quite angry lah,but i forgived ryan.I'm still pissed with the others! Especially HIM! urgh,everbody knows who now.I seriously do! I love JONAS BROTHESRS(: they rockkk. I feel a little closer to God now.Thanks vivienne for helping me gain faith! Ily(: DANCE TOMORROW! Gonna have saw tighs tmr! yayness.Meeting meisi bestie tmr! hopefully she's not l;ate again(:heh,bye for now.I got nothing intelligent to say.

♥baby the way you make my world go round,
& I just wanted to say,
I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry Claudia for pushing you! sorryness. PLEASE FORGIVE ME! (:

God spoke to me through people,

2008-02-22T04:31:00.000-08:00

Dear dairy,I feel emotional now,like seriously.Heh,you know the tag on my tagboard.I felt this problem,as in friendship probs recent ly lah.So during mission,I learnt God mostly talk to us through people.&& in example,shav is the person.She told me that God made "obstacles" in life so we would have faith in him,having faith =PRAYING! So I shall have faith & pray.Butt it's so hard! Like seriously leh.I feel like life's good but too good,it turns BAD BAD BAD.like today in example,today asshole jomelle was so effing irri(sorry i used effing) okay,so yeah she's irritating like very.SUPERRR AH! wahalo yes irritating effing irri! Okay i have enough.So today took bus with Pooja & talked to level head! ahahahs.Okay then I think i was late for assembly.Yeah so boring,then chemistry was damm funny.Mrs lee is such a joker man! Then Chermaine's bestie is the Bunsen burner or whatever is spelled!Hahahs,okay then had lessons.Ne mation voting was weired.Then art did nothing!We monitors kept the class quiet yayness! Yeah English was okay.Everything was okay luh.I think monitor investiture practice was damm funny.I wa slaughing cus sharanw as staring at her darling man.Hhahahs,so funny.Okay so Investitures' on Tues,hopefully i dont get superrrr nervous till i faint or smth.YAYNESS FINALLY A MONITRESS MAN.Hhahas.I wanna be monitor 1& sec 1 level head!BYE for now.
I'm emotional nowadays,I think everything's going haywire!

Life's meaningful for a girl like you,

2008-02-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

Dear dairy,I feel restricted now.I don't really know why,but I just feel the way I do.Okay,this week's been really emotional roller coaster for me.It's either I felt like my life's turing real bad or I'mma loosing my dear friends.I guess,it's alittle of both.I've got this thing for "friends who find me irritating" I find this rather annoying.Like as if though i really meant to irritate them right? Like example,one friend not telling anyone who lah.Cus sometimes i dont really trust people okay.So yeah this girl lah,she acts alittle but i gave her the benefit of a doubt that she's really nice luh.So ever since someone became really a killer machine luh,like superrrr irritating.She followed on? I guessing luh.Okay so yeah,changed a little what happened to ilys & imys?So weired luh.Maybe this is what life's about,iiritating friends! yayness,my life is filled of that idiot's trash.Now she's pulling another dear friends together with her.My life's gonna be dammm fun after this. WOAH! heh. I still think leanna's my ULTIMATE BESTIE LEH. she really clicks better than nobody else outside school.I think no matter what my really really ultimate besties are meisi&leanna.Who i prefer much to talk to,they know me better than most friends i guess.Okay enough about friends! Okay so yesss i admit I am alittle emo i guess? Is this emo? I guess not.Sooo yeahhh,whatere luh.I'm in this very pissed mood cus a girl irritated the hell outta me just nowww.Okay so today had sport's day heat thing,wth is it spelled as? Okay so i & amabelle spent our time together timing the runners luh.So boring! Zhao zhi dao bu yao laiii leh! hahahahs:D oaky,so everybody was cramped up.Everybody as in Monitors luh.I guess you get much respect when you're a monitor,what i think luh.So my but was damm numb! Hahahas Ashleigh was like a quater of my butt was hanging in the air! hohohoho! damm funny than the monitors were all laughing luh! hahas. Okay then nothing rather interesting happened.I was moving around timing for about stupit 3 hours plussss.Lao eh! BORINGGG lah! Okay,i'm not gonna be very complain complain! Omggg alot of good runner lehs! (: luck to them luh. Okay so many failed to get first,a few fell of smth.Well,i gotta give them a clap cus at least they tried! So cool luh,I wanted to try running.Enrica was missing! O.o haahahs new faceee.so yeah boring than walked home with Ashleigh pang! correct ernot pang? Yeah our co-level head yozxzxzxz! ahhahas. Then yeah,so oaky luh.I rather emo this few days! Omg listening to when you look me in the eye by the jonas brothers! THEY ROCK!(: okay so the pics are the over dued pics of me & Sharan at the library with Anna.Ohhh yeah! Anna still owes me a purple cuimpler!
Bye now,i'm gonna sleep like a pig.

2008-02-16T07:41:00.000-08:00

Hello I think I'm free from gastric flu now.
I hate my nails! Why cant I freakinn paint them properly.
I'm very tired! I'm irritated!
:0

Cholorine makes your hair smelly.

2008-02-16T06:57:00.000-08:00

Hello wow that picture was so long ago.Sooo today was bleah.Woke up earlier tahn saturday mornings to go Katong to get the cookies from mum's ex boss.Yeah it was good.Then we went Parkaway,yaynesssss I LOVE PARKWAY OKAY! I have no life,I'm a parkway kid.Yeah we travelled all the way to parkway just to go markerting.Yesss lmao! err i'm super tired now.Okay so went markerting got some card thing for my church clique! Yayness! Okay & one for muy maidddd.Then err what,yeah bought aunt annes how is it spoelled?Okay the person serving me sucks okay,she has no respect for em.Shouted at me,if i wasn't a girl,I would punch her fugly ass face filled with a pea size brain filled with sai.Okay,i'm evil yeahhh.Hahahhas,what! she deserves it.Okasy so cabbed home.I slept through my afternoon& I did not read my book! efheifegfilhuj! hahahas= I'm angryy.I mean tired.Okay my mum went fishing so I,my sister&maid went swimming.Omgg sa wthis guy damm hot! hahas,he's cute luh.Okay i'm so bored with today.I bored with boys today.hhahahs,I'm not less. Please dont think of me as that,I'm straight okayy.Hhahahs.I think Chen's hot.But only 2 people know who's chen.I'm not telling us later you'll ask them.??? hahahas I'm feeling superr tired.My brain cant function properly.I'm so angry cus I got no money! I'm pooorrrr :( I ahte people who owe me money.I need money baby!(: BYEE sleepy head.

Omggg crumpler LOVEEE(:

2008-02-15T04:30:00.000-08:00

People who owe me money.
$2.50-Meisi
$3.50-Shenesse
$5.90-Sharan
altogether=$13.90

What?I gotta remember right,so yeahh.
Hahahas today was fun.Had science ct today,i slept through the test.Hahahas.Lessons was okay as in nothing much lo.After school had the release of results for appeals,I appealed for volleyball.But i got inti dance again.urgh,had no dance after school.Took a bus to hougang mall with Anna&Sharan.Anna stole my shoe in the bus! So i had to wear her's till they bought new one.Yeah so after they finally buy,I got my shoe back.We went to the library to camwhore.Then we ran away from Anna,hahahahs.Went kfc to eat.KFC=FATTSSS! (: okay talked about each other,it was good.Hahas Anna owes me a crumpler(: She rocks.I said that cus she's buying me a crumpler :D HEEEEEE(: I'm damm happy cus it's been my dream to get a freakin crumpler.I& Sharan are getting same colours! Yayness,PURPLE! yay. so went to library with Anna&Sharan
to organize their file thingy.Home alone,I'm aloner.I cant wait for my crumpler(: hahahas.

I loveeee Valentine's dayyyy(: <3

2008-02-14T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hello! I loved today man,let me elaborate.
Went to school early feeling sickkk.Sat with kaiping in bus to school,alighted with my darlingg bestie,Sharan(: hahas.Okay gave my lovess their presnts.Saw their delightful smile,oh how it brought happyness to me.Especially seeing Tania smiling.Okay so ran around finding people to give them prezzys.Everbody's so nice to me today,I ahd mostly smiles.I LOVE V DAY(: I think being in a girls school v day is much more funnn :D Okay yeah presents,sorry too those I did'nt give! Next time okay! My stomach hurt like toot during assembly,wahlao I so jelouse cus I saw a girl with ROSE! Soo evil nobody give me rose cann! My fav flower lehhh.Okay so stuff happened than had History ct which was easy peasy.Hahas bullied jamie chong,I was supposed to reach a little to pass her the paper.But instead I just like throw on the table.hahahs,I panicked cus i did'nt know today we had compo! omgg right? heeeeee :D Then recess was sooo fun luh! Omgg,mr.Sim was damm funny! Yo yo yo SJC! what's up? ahahahahhaas(: I told pooja I wished it was my birthday today,she sang happy birthday tome! awww,so loud that people actually thought that it was really my birthday la.hahahs miss.lee was like is your birthday today?Oh,happy birthday! damm funny luhs.For people's info my birthday is on the 16 March! Roses are much appreciated!(: Ooh yeah many people bought the lovely heartshape balloon,so nice.I love the roses! I HUGGED WU YAO YAO(: I know Chermian's jelouseeee. hahahs . omgg ate the grosses thing on earth for recess!! Shen ru was damm sweet,she gave me heartshape lolipop. Kelly gave me MELTED choc cupcake(: I love all the presents kiddos! Wthhh puked during history.Ass luhh history is so BLEAH now.Get what i mean? Okay D&T was quite funny cus mrs.goh is forever as sarcastic.I told jamie a joke.Lit was enjoyable! I loveee school never let it end lord.hahahhas.After school had food with meisi(: then we went to library & talk about science not study about science.Hahahs,I forgot what we did.I love it today luhhhh,esp friendssss! It's lovely cus God is here.Spiritual walfare with God i think.I need help,pray for me please.Family was normal today.I wanna pass my cts.byee :D

Ooh man i miss you man ever since you migrated to Australia it's been long since we've talked.You said you'll be back today,but how do we catch up?It's not fair luhs,easier said than done baby.I guess it's coming to an end,friends forever we'll be.Not the same as we used to be like before.Saying I'm sad it's the truth but saying I love you still is the deeper truth.I'm sorry for past mistakes,forgive me.Have fun in Aus hun.

DANCE TOMORROW(: I have aching thighs.Dance is <3

Stop&stare-One republic

2008-02-13T02:57:00.000-08:00

Hellooo there kidos(: I'm happy today! Hahahs.Okay so had geog ct today! Which was quite easy? Thennn had a lovely recess with meisi! Yayyyy omggg classes was okay,lit was enjoyable?Yeahhh i like the after school part.I lovee the monitor resluts! I AM A MONITOR!!! Finally!!! yay(: But I'm stupit Sharan's assistant! Hahahahs(: well,at least were like besties right sooo I definitely will enjoy.Hopefully sharan does'nt give me a hard timeeee. Soo had my first dance cca! Yay it was fun,okay quite la.My toes pain lehh.We did stretches but I did not wear shorts hahahahas:P Okay so did'nt get to stretch much la.Then we did this like ballet dance.I saw the swim team,so sad they must run like madd woohhh.HEEEE:D okay so yeah had fun!byee la i needa study(:

SICKKK :(

2008-02-11T19:22:00.000-08:00

& that someone is God! woohoo(:
Hihihi! I'm sick yeahhh. :( I've got gastric flu.Relaxx it's not contagious! So if i hug you,you wont get it.How great is this ,a day before valentine's day i'm sick! Wahlaoooo! I wanna have happy valentine's day lehh! OOOh cant wait for tmr! cus of the presents,the wishes,the lovess&the smiles(: yeahh arghhh I think I left my geog book in my school locker! ass mann! What to do now? I've got geog ct tmr! ahh! howw? heeeee.So my stomach now very idiotttt everytime i eat,I either feel like puking or my stomach will be very pain! Soooo Like that,I dont eat! Than I bet i will slim down.-.-" hahahs okay yesterday was good! excluding the stomach pain&high fever. Sharan kept making me laugh like mad during chinese! We were talking abt her & her loveee.Hhahhahas then we were like giving names for her future children..damm funny luh! Okay so yesterday had a little monday blues.During bio was funn! Sat with geraldine & friends,tehyd amm funny luh! Dorothy's weired! Hhahahahs! I lovee school! I wanna go school! too bad I'm sick luh.Okay i gotta go study for ct&wait for mybody to recover.Okay byeee(: I cant wait for dance to start!(:

Hihihihi Peektures timee!(:

2008-02-09T06:54:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year peeektures yo:D

The YuSheng.

Beautiful flowers of cny at my house.

Orangesssss(:

Candyy tray(: woohoo made it in D&T(:

Wow,lao yu sheng! I dunno howda spell it.
It was so yummy,had lots of Fiiisshhh(:

Chopsticks up,"LAO AH!!"

The higher the better!

R:"Only I lao the highest,I not even chinese.But I still lao very high" -.-"

Sissy&me(: lover herr.

As you can see,my hair is very messy!

Even dad enjoyed the yu sheng.

Steamboat timeeee :D

Food was yummy! Alot of grilled stuff.

The soup lasted many days!

Daddy was bussy putting the food in to the soup,forgotten to eat?

Yummy grilled meat!

Sister enjoy only!

Cheena new year 2nd day!

I look fat&pregnant in my summer dress.lols

Best shot for the day(:

So theres the pictures.Omggg photobucket's like magic yeahhh.I uploaded them,then..bamm! SO CLEAR. hhehehehs omg.I freakin gave up on making my own blogskins,the background is the ass prob kayy.So now i gotta elaborate my cny.Okay let's start.

Hihihihihi! hahahs(: i'm so lazy i dont feel like elaborating my cny to you dear.Hahas buttt here goess.
CNY EVE(:
school was boringgg,okay it was okay.Headed to oln,visited teachers & yeahhh.Helped Chermaine to catch a cab!Then went home&idk do what.Oh yeah dinner was good the whole family had reunion dinner.Uncle came,grandma came.Very few people actually.
1st day of CNY(:
Went to grand aunt's for lunch.Looked forward for her yummy food actually.Was kinda dissapointed cus she did'nt cook my fav soup&fa choui?? howda spell? Okay,so yeah ate goodies had stomach ache,a little.Next went to Great grandma's place.Saw cousins all grown up,i felt smallish.Yeahh so ate again,wahhh so fat!(: After that went over to grandma's ate again:) eat eat eat,buttt her food was the BESTESTTEDD.hahahas?? (: sleep very late that day.Used computer(:
2nd day of CNY:D
Went to grandaunt's place for steamboat again,ughh sickk of steamboat already! anyways,received angbaos.Omgg granduncle still ordered kfc! almost died of too much food!hehes,watched chuck&larry.Went little india wanted to buy bangles,butt too crowded! Could not breathe,if you know what i mean.so yeahhh dinner was good cus i love grilled food!(:
3rd day of CNY! today luh :D
Today was okay luhh,did'nt really do much.Dad invited his friends over for luch.They're all so funny!Omgg talked so mucg.I was listening to their convs.Funny they are.Dad told them abt what i heard on muttons at midnight yesterday,dammm funny!(: when your relatives say"Wahh ,when you getting married?" They mean..Wahlao! so old still havent get married! Not ashamed ah?take angbao only.
HAHAHAHAHS(: i heard this yesterday& i was laughing like mad kay.So wanted to find out if singapore's seventeen's out.Went 711,nothing there.So we went home to take the books to return to the library.Borrowed america's seventeen! Omggg,i'm addicted to SEVENTEEN! yesss i am.Went chamelon to look for my earings.Saw Pandora,she said hi.I said.Saw her in escalator i also said hi(: I'm so social ahahahs(: Went to helen bought my pear erings which i think it's too big so selling it soon! Readd my stupit book ! cus must do finnish my stupit book review :( okay so yeah slept halfway reading.Dinner was not satisfiying(: how to spell?Gonna stay up late & be more sick! yaynesss(: Church tomorrow! Yay seeing gfs then heading to aunts house camwhore man with my cousins(: Byee I miss love!Quiz time(:

1. Who knows the real you?
-Family?

2. When was the last time you went out?
- err earlier today?

3.If you could kiss anyone who would
it be?
- omg zac efron! heees kidding. ofc baby(:
4 . What song are you listening to?
- Never found a love like this-natasha bedingfeild.

5. Who does it reminds you of?
- A beach? idk?

6. Last movie you watched?
-dunno

7. Which of your friends live closest
to you?
- Clarissa?

8. What is your favourite shirt?
- little misses?

9. Do you drive?
-I will in years to come(:

10 . What did you do yesterday?
-visting& eat till i exploded?

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
- glasses?

12. Do you trust your friends?
- idk?

13.Who was the last person to call
you?
- Gabby(:

14.What annoys you?
-alotttt i got kinda of a bad temper? idkkk.

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
- What's that?I wantt navel piercing1 Buttt i scared painnn!

16 . Your fav song in your player?
- Piece of me by britney spears.

17. Last time you went to the mall?
- last year?

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
- Pine apple tarts.

19 . Which of your friends would make
the best roommate?
- Meisi?

20. Last thing you purchased?
- Earingsss.

21. Last vacation you were in?
- Malaysia?

22. Do people ever spell your name
wrongly?
- Yes.(!!!)

23 . What's the last compliment you
received?
- You look more prettaye in your photos!- By Iris Weeeeee :D

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
- So many how to remember?

25. Which celeb are you eyecandying?
- Zac efron?7 this guy from peterpan!

26. What's next on your wishlist?
- Omggg go bugis luhh.

27. Which band's concert would you
want to go to?
- Oooh! Rihana's concerttt! plus miley cyrus/hannah montana's

28. What colour are your nails?
- Toes are hottt pinkk(:

29. Date down a special day for you
other than your birthday.
- 25 dec?

30. In just one word, describe
yourself.
- THIRSTY:(

Friends,omg loveee.

2008-02-08T08:28:00.000-08:00

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.
Hahas,okay i think this represnts me pretty much.An email sent by,I think esther.Okay,i'm really contented now.Like really,ever since school started.I made ALOT of friends! like literaly ALOT.I think mostly from olgc.But I never forgotten those from OLN,even though..many of us are broken up already.Listening to this love song reminds me of friends!Now i really LOVE friends,oh what joy they bring,seriously!I never felt so happy with friends so far in my life.Primary school's friends was good but now sec school's friends are better!They are more LOVELY(: hahahahs this post is about my frienddssss.I love them loads,today made friends somemore! ahhahas.CLAUDIA&IRIS(: I like love all of them,all.Accept erhm,some.They both said i was cute! Hahahahahs,I'm not luh!anyways,today was good.Went little india(: to bangle though,too crowded,no air.BYE now.I'm so boreddd! Support me! in selling please!

BUY BUY BUY!

2008-02-08T03:29:00.000-08:00

HELLO sweeties.I know everybody(almost all) has angbao!Soooo,please support me! & BUY BUY BUY these items(: There all in PERFECT CONDITION! Sorry,I don't support refunds.Meet ups&postage are welcomed.But,I very much prefer meet ups! Especially if you're from my school yo.
SUPPORT ME PLEASEEEE! :D
Free meet ups at:Hougang MRT&Sengkang MRT:D
Hougang mall&Compass point(sengkang).
Postage fee depends on item thank you :)
email to:desireehan8@hotmail.com

ITEMS

Pink earings from Diva.
$2.00

Red leather belt.
$5.00

Pearl charm bracelet.
$3.00

Adjustable pearl ring.
$2.00

Pink circle earrings.
$2.00

Wooden circular earrings.
$2.00

Black shinny circular earrings.
$2.00

Beach style earrings.
$2.00

Rusty gold(vintage) earrings.
$2.00

Please tag or email or add me in msn for enquirers or to purchase.
PLEASE BUY! I wanna go shopping one!

Gong hei fat choi(:

2008-02-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

Hello i feel like i have no privacy in my house.like literaly?Just now when i was looking at nicholas cage's pic?I saw it on some person's lj? My mother went like why got boy pics?Then iw as like why? cannot ah,as if i am hiding a bf from you?Wth lah,as if i can't see a photo of a guy-.-" .I dont know nowww,my mom is starting to be soo irritating.Especially when she goes on nagging at me how she really wants me to be like as a teenager,maybe she should be me instead luh.I bet she even reads my blogger luh.I think she does,i regret telling her EVERYTHING.even my the boys i once liked,she knows all.I still love my mummy buttt i feel that soemtimes she does'nt understand!Is this how most teens feel?I heard her telling my dad yesterday after we had a fight.She was like"Ever since she began secondary school,she became so REBELIOUS!" that really made me think,was i being a little too much? rebelious?I dont know yeahhh.It's just taht at times i say a sentence what normal kids these days would say,&&& she would think i'm saying something bad!Whats her prob?I do not have attitude problems,its bad enought i have people who bring my very low self esteem down.Now she wanna make my life at home more worst?I think her generation & mine is VERYYYYY extremelyy far apart! & she thinks i'm super valgur can.Okay,i do speak vulgar words but i try no to right?heyyy thats good lor.She wants me to potray like this superr guai girl who talks to her like an angel infront of my friends.UGHHH o the other hand my father does not undertsand too,always screaming lahhh they all.No wonder my temper's not good.I seriuosly want a happy familiy,i trying my best to not turn into a trashy teen who does not care about a shit about their family,really,i'm trying! Buttt its hard kay,sometimes you cant control you feelings.Whatever,i'm feeling far awaya from god.One thing i've realised.Ever since sec school started i lost my that click with god,seriously i have.Now whenever i worship,i can really tell now that i dont mean it.I knew this would happen,now i dont know what to do.So far,i think praying about it is not gonna work.Tell me how?I feel that the holy spirit in me gone & like not wanting to come back to me cus my ehart's not sincere at all.What should i do?

Okay ,so today's chinese new year! ~~wooo hoo!~~
GONG HEI FAT CHOI!(:
loved today.Felt happy?mommy said i could only keep $30 of all angbaos luh! so unfair ass man! went visiting.Went to great aunt first,i loved her food! I'm feeling fat today! i wish i was stick thin!!!!! ass i am not! anwywas,angbao!!!! gonna go bugis to buy my i like music top,need a shopping partner! but i still cant find one yet.I'm thinking meisi? but she cant go out one lehs! uhhsh,after that went great great grand ma's got angbao from people i do not know.Saw not close cousins,they look so pretty.I liek one of them's dresses.I felt like a loser near them for idk why reason.Okay so after that headed to grandma's place.She was sick:( awwww i love her! her food rockkkkssss too(: ate alot noww i feel stupit&fat.&&& i wanted to go swimming!&&& now i'm eating meggi meeeee! wahalo,fatness yozzz!(: uhs i think i feel like i'm falling sick.I coughed alot! so i better like sleep soon.Cts are coming(next week) & i havent study yet.Geog is boring,history is not reaching my interest yett,chinese is soo cheem i cant't under stand a shit the teacher talking! Maths quite easy! omg. err science(bio) is interesting.English is still boringg English.I can bet i will fail D&T cus i dont know the format for candy tray?&I think i'm gonna fail art& i think i'm failing everything...hopefully i can go on to sec2.I cant wait for next week! Monitor results! ~~hopefull,it's me.~~BYEEE(:
Reunion dinner pics another day when i get all the pics up loaded into photobucket.Dammlong yeahh.omg so hard to use lj cut!:D hohohos(:

I really do wish at times.

2008-02-07T03:32:00.000-08:00

I wish you loved me again.
I wish i had you.
I wish had the courage to admit.
I wish it was the past.
I wish "LOST" was never again.
I wish you were still around in my life.
I wish you would talk to me again.
I wish I could love you again.

2008-02-06T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hello i feel like vomiting now& i have no idea why.
I'm effing pissed now! I just painted my nails & now it suckss.
gotta repaint AGAIN! Hell with my nailszzzzz omgosh.

gong xi fa cai! DANCE? OMG.

2008-02-05T20:43:00.001-08:00

ST.EMILIE!! whooohoo(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE TOH!(:
HELLO! Gong Xi Fa Cai! yayness I'm happy cus chinese new year's round the corner(tmr!) yayness,Damm the internet for cca! Omgggg,I can't believe it yeahhh.I'm in modern DANCE! hell yeahh,i know alot don't believe it.Me too I could not believe it! I thought i would get into a stupit cca,or worst uniform group! no offenses(: Omg so sad,last house prac! I will miss cheering&running,hahahas.Suddenly 2008 is a beginning to become a sporty year for me.Wth,i'm damm worried for Tania.Today had cny celebrations took bus with ashleigh pang? pang? correct? okay,whatever. so saw tania crying today,had no idea.asked her what cca,she was crying.I got ears that can't really hear anything so i said huh?Then she sat down & cry,omg so scary.Pee geok sauid she did something again.I saw her hand,i was worried."The world is something without me?" Omg i knew soemthing's wrong.So,jaime,peegeok,sharan,sharan's cousin&me went to look for her.Then we saw joanne,so we told her about tania..& BLAH BLAH BLAH.SOMEBODY today mrs.Ong-.-" really deserves a -.-" I was supposed to tell her what EVERYTHING? about tania.She would hate me! I know how she would feel,in then end did'nt go & see mrs.ong.I helped to carry the hamper for the elderlys:D togetehr with sharan<3 Okay this is what I'm planning to buy with my angbao money $$$$$.Baking with shenesse CANCLED! :( omg,Andrea Emily Goh Xin Ye is superr duberr cute&she's LOVED(:

BF SHIRT! Since 2007-.-"

Cute tube dress/top?

Nice what!

WOOHOOO1 i dont care!
INDIAN BANGLES!!!!!(:

THIS IS FREAKIN IMPORTANT!
MUST HAVE!!!!!! :D
I dont care!(:

Friends are my favourites! :D

2008-02-04T03:28:00.000-08:00

WOOO hello! :D I'm so hungrryyy now mann.I love school now,especially my friends that part!
HEEEE wont school be PERFECT if some bitches would just disappear like forever! eg.jomelle ng! She's an asshole thnak you.She goes to my friendster & says I suck! I was like omg,meeee? SOOOO? then alot of people dont like me& so does jamie chong.Huh,I could tell from like omggg ago,that jamie chong found me irritating.Since it's my blog right? Okay luh,I dont mind jamie,butttt sometimes she gives me the weired feeling.Don't tell ya what.I have doubs about people.& usually when i guess it,it's right.I dunno if the whole sec ones hate me,maybe soem luh,then to that asshole is MANYYYY wahhas! At least I have friends i can still trust right?The truth,I never treated the asshole as a good friend,yeahhh. :D I'm thinking some persons gonna be under "the list" .So,enought about bitching about me! See for yourself please,not alot of people like you too! Infact alot! I found out the bitch who told alot of people the rumor! HEEE:d clear my name.So lets start with sunday! Okay met cherie&shenesse at church.Pulled huiyi along :D When we liked walked into the sanctuary dominic,ryan&samuel they all were like shhh..taxi! taxi! I was like taxi?Do we look liek we need taxis? Wahalo,so funny luh.So dominic like irritated huiyi,i think.He kept going shhhhhhh! hahas,so funny.Then we went for life volts? howda spell? Okay then err they saboed sam to answer the "What is love?" question.So later dominic pointed at me then everybody was like Desiree go! I was so shy luhh omg,then i went! I said love is love! dumb? yes, extremely!After church went to have noodles with my gfs. catched up with Leanna,a little.Went home,I cant remeber what i did!(: BYEEEE

Omg,haircut!

2008-02-01T22:49:00.000-08:00

Hello,I've got good news to share! I finally have the courage to pick up a pair of sicors & SNI SNIP SNIP! i mean,cut my bangs to desired style! woohoo,sounds cheem! like some kind of smart professor talking.HAHAS.I'm feeling dammm cold now.Thanks to stupid aircon above me! I wish i had a mink coat on me now(:& i blufed my mum i pierced sec earhole! hahahass(: Today is boring,actually wanted to study BUT failed! okay later gonna go church! so bored now mannn.
I miss ______ hahas,so cute omg! quizz time!

This is a Valentine's truth survey. So
dont lie:

1.Do you like anyone?:
uhs,maybe?

2. Are you flirty:
ASSHOLE,NOOO!

3. Are you a player?
nooo.

4. Would you get back together with any
of your ex's?
No,not that one.

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your
top friends?
kissed? hehes :D

6. Do you want a valentine?:
YESSSS,err i want ____ please!

7. Have you slept over at the opposite
sex's house?:
My foot!

8. Do you prefer group dates or single
ones?
single dates.

9. Would you kiss light or makeout
sessions?
Wah,got sessions somemore?

10. Do you like cuddling up while
watching a movie?
YESSS!

11. Any plans for valentines day?:
Covering myself in blanket,with ice cream in my hands,crying.
or out shopping?

12. What's the best valentines day
present for a girl?
I just want a really warm hug.Can?

13. For a guy?
A kiss? IDK?

14. Are you single or taken?
I dont wanna tell you!:P

SOO TIREDD.

2008-01-30T03:30:00.000-08:00

Hey hey,I kinda enjoyed school,not REALLY lah but yeah.SOOOOO,CD was good.Found out my personality type.After school was normal.Saw that BITCH.aint telling you whooo! Soooo yeahh had house practice.Admin stuff was normal,then Mr.Seng said smth funny,he did not even knowww."Girls who DID NOT wear pants,come up here I want to CHECK!" hahahahs,everybody like laughed lahhh! Like so funny then he went like huh? why they laugh? Throw this metal ball & cheered & pee geok kept hitting me! Home,sent by shenru.Ahhh SHARENE GOH HUI XUAN! isss sooo cuteeee(: hahahahs .I said I didnt do it damm those rumours!SOO cd's a little sad you know, cuzz got soem asshole there.I cant wait for the realese of the results yay! WTH got sooooo many subjects to study! CTs are round the corner! wahalo.Sec school STRESSS.Morning was nice today! Sarah&Fedelis talked to me,helped a little in math.Spilled milo,& ppl got angry so yeahh.I am so pissed with ____ cus the person think is i do oneee! not me heh.I hate DT especially the sarcastic MG! Needa do hw now! so byeee(:

CONVERSATIONNN!
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
HEYY SEXYY! My mama said you look like a drunken bitch!
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
WTH! PUHLEASE! I soooo don't look like a drunken bitch?YOU ARE THE HORNY BITCH!
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
HAHAHAS.It was random luhhhh -.-" I just had to disturb you to start a conversation!!!!!!!
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
SWEEEETTTT mannn!! IMY Your my darling ya knowww.
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
OFC! I DEFINITELY know i am sexy!
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
I said you're my darling eh?WHAT SEXY? so shitzzz cann.
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
REALLY???I GUESS I WAS TOO HOT SO NOW,I'M YOURE DARLING!
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
SHIT LAH YOU!
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
tell you smth! why did the old man went into the porn shop?woohoo!
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
IDK?? what the hell does an old man go to a porn shop for????????-.-" -.-" -.-"
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
DUHH! TO SEE MY HOT FACE! CUZ I AM A POSTER PORN STAR!
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
YUCKKKS,since when you porn star&why does he wanna see you for?
Sharene Goh said she's the bomb!(: says:
Cuzzz he cheee koh pehhh! hahhahas(: ILY MANNN! my sexy hot babyyyy =)
DESIREE CHANTEL(: says:
AWWW (:

It's nice to have a friend like you! SHARENE GOH HUI XUAN!
MY SEXXYYY HOTTT PORN STAR! Darling best friend(:

Don't tell yeah who's ____ don't askk meee!

Life's just full of ups & downs.

2008-01-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Time Tested Beauty Tips
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.

Hello,I'm so tired cus i'm blogging so late at night!Damm,I've got no more energy.I'm so tireeedddd,like very tired.Idk why.Okay,i'll start about blogging about Sunday..which was good! with an ! bigger.Okay,so went for cell first.Was supper hyper! Missed my darlings in church,now everyones' happy,including me.So far live's been going smoothly for me.I havent been feeling weired feelings like before.Okay,so yeahhh went to speedlight with clique,huiyi&lynn.Missed them.Zomg we saw this guy we know..damm he sat behind us.Then i was like making fun if huiyi about him.Very mean,yes had a little too much choclates,so went a little bit too high.After chruch took buss with clique,but cherie went home.Than went to have lunch with melody,shenesse,leanna&sarah.It was good,we chatted about other&how we felt & everything.Then we played truth or dare.Idk why,girls just love this game!(I know I do!) so I did'nt really get much chances.But when it was my turn i got dare(!!!!!) they asked me to call the stupit weirdo,clue:ST! guess who.Sooo,Idont like him at all.How to even say a simple hello?Like HELLO?? we hate each other for your info!! my biggest regret in my life..to had ever liked him! yuckkks.But what's passed passsed....so yeahhh.Then went to buy presents! So shenesse came over we played with my make up and everything.She seems sad lo,sad for her.Sent her to the interchange with bicycle! actually,riding the bike is my fav! So yeahhh,monday was good,cant really remember what i did.Had house practise! so tiring..mannn stayed back in school,went popular bought books,end of the day.Okay,so today was the last class to leave the hall lah omg can,thanks to some people who talked stupit lkt kept screaming at us.what's his prob?&I wanna say smth,SJC has aircon right? whyyyy dont they on it? stupit.Aiyerrhh,so what lahs.I LOVEEDDD AESTHETICS! it's so fun,the teacher's nice too.But one prob jomelle is there.Sorry gotta say this,I dont like you as a friend at all.I know you dont too,so why still see each other?I dont wanna see your face,sorry,it makes me irritated...somehow.If you fine me more irri or proud? good lor.I dont care! hehehs.I know i may coem out as a bitch here,BUTTT she's just so AAAAHHHHHHH! whatever,I love the interview mann! So funny luhs,saboed Dorothy! Then we were shooted questions like bungs&lesbians luhhs.So funny! loved it! I hate geog!!!! sooo hard man.&&&&GREAT YEAH? got class quiz tmr! I HAVENT STUDIED & NOW IS 11 alr! Sooo assembly was boringgg zzz...hahahs.Had lunch with enrica then went for monitor interview.Omg so scary i kept smiling,hopefully i get in! I prayed!!! hope God answers my prayer,I believe he will! must have confidence! hahas.So we were supposed to go for prata,then we got tired! so took bus together&went home used com..than hw! still doing hw! soooo bye!Hopefully I can be chief monitor!

Friends make the day funnnnn!

2008-01-26T04:07:00.001-08:00

HEEEEE hello! Wahhhh yesterday was LOVEEEE(: hehehehehs(:(:(:(: I'm like happy like madddd. I dont tell you so much lahhh.Kay,yesterday's school was okay lo,like normal luhs.Than recess was fun,I mean it was fun cus we were like talking about funny stuff.Neysa&Clarissa joined me for recess.EEEE stupit Ilyanna pinced my ass :O like zomg pervertic cannn.Hah,than she boke my chest leiii yeah luhs so grosss.I usedmy file to hit her boobies! wahahahahahs I so damm evil.She says it's the effect of the pinch&poke!Hah,yuckkkks.Kinda hated English,Mrs.Freeman like freakin scold us,I CHARITY. Sucks can like as if i didn't wanna donate to the poor like that,she say monday dateline lorrr.SHITS lahhh I dammscared for the monitor Interview on monday! I hope Sharan,me,Jocelyn&ammabelle get choosen mannn.AHHH no pastport size pic yeahhh.Art was damm funny,especially jamie's drawing.Poor Chermaine leg got hurt loo.I dammm hyper cus I am thinking of ______ ahhhhhs soo damm shuaiii cannn. hhehehehehes,ANW then after school passed jo the cards then went to Neysa's house to baethe,I ransacked her house for foodddd.Then clarissa go toilet so long luhs,thennnn took LRT to senkang than took atrain to townnn yo.Went Far East Plaza first.We ate at this really cute little oulet called what..Mogu mogu? mushroom? hehehes,you order from the machine tahn your change also machine give one.It was like a cyber restruant! hehehehs. Than shopped like madd.When to NF to buy Neysa's skinnies&Clarissa's shorts,so exx can wanted to buy luhs. Then we walked to so manys hops i dont even remember where we went noww,okay I tell you is dammm funny to shop with NEYSA&CLARISSA one,they make you laugh like kennna saiiii.hahahas i saw my WHITE BUCKET TOTE so mannnyyy times! Wanted to buy luhs.ASSS LUHS,I regreted should have bought luhs.Dammm, so we went to this shop the hair tie sooo cute oneee.Got skull,wanted to buy luhhhs i liek the swirly pin too(: aiyohhhh wasted luhs for once I gotta shop till quite late,I DID NOT BUY ANYTHING..Okay after far east went to BIG MANGO ahhahaahahahhahas,i am hyper again my mind is thinking of _____ hehehehehehhes(: I wanna just pinch the face mannn so cute,ANW...So BIG MANGO was saiii could'nt buy the scarf Neysa wanted.We wanted to go SMALL MANGO.hahahahs clarissa say SMALL MANGO is in NTUC luhs,I was like HAHAHAHAHAS! hehehehehehs.damm hyper cus of _______ i soo happy luhs.okay oaky,then went wisma,sooo boringg.teh went ngee ann city i dunno why we ended there? yeahhh than Neysa's scary she sit down than...LET GO SHOPPING! wahalo scary mannnn woohooo(: I MISS_______ yeeeee(: then had auntie annes with Neysa&Clarissa.HAHAHAAHAHAHAHS mrt suckkkks so crorwdad. howda spell? in teh train dammm funny cannn they say funny stuff especially the big bird run till no feather thing.ahahahas.funny,then home.shits,i did'nt do hw!!! eeyyeeerr hate hw! ANW, TODAY ROCKKKEDDD. had breakfast with my momma at coffe club in town,then we went takashimaya to get her face powder.I looked sunburn thanks to overload of blusher! heh. than went bugis mom & me shopped till we almost dieeeee.I think shopping with me is like HELLL one.hah,then bought white skinnies! I SO ANGRY! MY MUM'S SKINNIES IS MUCH NICER THAN MINE! I dont care using hers! white skinnies?nothing to where.Bought a red dress&ERARINGS! woohoo! my father gonna explode nowww.Saw Jiateck,omg almost forgot his name siaaaa.than wanted to buy my BICKET TOTE mannnnnn! sucks lah! i want angbao money to buy this! cant wait. then went to look for fake lash with mom! sucks luhhhh i look idiotic with no double eyelit,tahnks to dad got no DEEP eyelits,i still havent bought new year shoe! Suckkks havent do common wealth essay! howww? gonna fail CT luhhhs! whatever i wanna think about my sweetieeee nowwww.SO cute lush.Hey cutie,ahahahahs.(: Listening to valerie by amy winehouse nowwww ,byeeee go& do hw now!

THIS IS FOR MY SWEETIE.
ahahahas(:
oh my you're sooo cuteeeee.I dont want you to go lehhhs please stay so sad your leaving,man i wanna see you one! YOU SO CUTTTTTEEEEE,cant stop thinking of you too bad now,you're thinking of ____ she's my friend,take her. woooohhhh!
I wanna go comp comp noww,calling dad to bring me now,IDCAREEEEE! I hate a sucker in SJC she's a stupit BITCH.i wish she died or smth,SHE SUCKKKKS.hehehehehs! I MISS JSUTINA,WANNA HUG HER NOWWWW! (: MUAK mannnn.I AM VERY HYPER NOW SORRY!(:

Goal's which God blessed.

2008-01-24T05:29:00.000-08:00

Hello school was okay today.After school went for lunch with Neysa,Clarissa&Joanne.Hahhahahs we kept calling joanne ah boy.hahas,took a bus to hougang mall with them.Saw Dahlia&meisi.sat with darling chicken meisi.Hahahahs.Than we walked there together,on the way disturbed jo more.Than we wnet to eat.Food kinda sucksss.Wahalo lahs so damm cold,hhaahahs.We use Neysa's wallet to keep throwing at her chest luhs,hehehehehs.To check if ah boy has boobs.Clarissa&Neysa damm sick,they kept talking about boobs lah.I could'nt stop laughing & almost spit my noodles out! Damm lah than we kept laughing.One person goes "HAHA" the other goes laughing like mad.It was fun BUT damm cold.Hahahahs,I kept thinking of something funny.Mannn still in my head.I very happy(: I achieved a goal just cus I took a STEP OUT to achieve it.I feel proud of myself.This year really has alot of achievements,I am expecting more bit by bit.God knew very well i needed some encouragement.Thanks God,you always know when I am I'm feeling a certain feeling.You can tell I'm happy,I wish I could come back to you,where I belong.I am so lost without you.Thanks so much for these little achievements(: House practise is being more scary,running makes my brain vibrate,ALOT.Hhahahas,lit was funny! i told Gabriella click five came back to sjc cus the halls so noisy.Hah,actually it was O levels release.So scary lahh so many people cry sia,reminds me of PSLE! I've got nothing intelligent to say now,so byeeee.

NOTHING'S COOL.

2008-01-21T05:30:00.000-08:00

Hello I am freaking sick&very tired.thanks to house practice & almost all the time running.I am starting to like running? like zomg la.So today's classes were okay as usual.tania sprained her ankle i think it's my fault cus she tripped over my leg yeah? uhs whatever.After school was very what lah,thanks to sharan! She ass lah.spray watermelon body cologne.SOO YUCKS LUHS. chermaine said it spelled like banana,zomg bananas spells gross kay. Then I kept pushing chermaine to joanne.as usual.I find it so fun luhs,hahahahs.I'm evil! Than we tried to like poke each other at the hip there like tickle luhs.Wahalo joanne has no feeling one lehhh.hah,my ENGERISH sucksss.Sheena's evil! she poke me & I went like this"OMG OMG OMG!" hahahas.Like stupit lah did'nt enjoy the house practise to much screaming.Ran alot & cheered alot.I dont care lahh i am not doing any hw today.Went with clarissa&neysa for dinner.dammm it gotta stop eating fast food I 'm not even a BIG fan of it.Later gain weight luh.I very scareddddddd,Dorothys' got the hand foot& mouth sickness,kay i cant spell deasese. hah,you see? I VERY SCARED LEHHHS,I sharaed same spoon as her,zomg!!! GOD please make me healthy!! damm veggies all the way nowww. Hhehehes just now joanne call me,So damm shocking.I thought who's voice sounds so sweet than she said it was he, then i thought what other joanne? coul'nt be kingkong right.She said joanne ng.i was like really? omg! voice dammm girly oneeeee.Whatever today's funny okayyy,I wanna sleep byeee.BTW Sharan's damm sweet she told me get well soon! I need friends like her more(:

QUIZZ

2008-01-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

I so freakin addicted to quizzes!

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty
Single.

2) Are you happy with that?
Huh?ofc!

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
KISS?My ass.

4 ) Have you ever had your heart
broken?
Yesssssss!!!

5) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating
is okays?
IDK!

7 ) Have you ever talked about marriage
with another person?
yes but not together!

8) Do you want children?
uhh,when I'm older?

9 ) How Many?
2? idk?

10 ) Would you consider abortion?
No! it hurts seh.

11. ) If someone liked you right now,
would you want them to tell you?
If they want to?

12) Do you want someone you can't
have?
Errrh,last time? not now.

13 ) Have you fallen in love?
Duh,maybe,idk?

14) Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
YESSS!

15) Do you believe that you can change
for someone?
Totally,like zomg.

16. ) Is it a good day today?
NO,i'm sick leh!

17) Have you ever broken a heart
before?
I think so.

18 ) Does your ex still have feelings
for you?
Soooo long,I dont think so.

19) Do you still have feelings for
them?
Uhs,no.

20)You wish to have a bf/gf for n0w?
I dunno,maybe? I wanna study oneeee.

21)what now you wish for?
A friend give me a really sweet present & a really sweet poem!

22)if you have bf/gf n0w...do you
really love thm?
SHUTUP.

Spell your name without an
i,m,h,c,t,e,l,a,n,h?
dsir?

What is your status?
hah,dont tell you!

What's your favorite number/s?
8! i dont know whyyy

What's your favorite colors?
pink, red, black,i dont wanna elaborate!

What's your least favorite color?
yellow,&orange

What are you listening to?
radio?blog song?

Are you happy with your life right
now?
YESSSS

If you were to be any animal in the
whole wide world what would it be?
a bunny? idk?

What is your favorite subject in
school?
BIOLOGY!

Are you usually outgoing??
as in?

Where do you wish you were right
now?
With my friends,hanging out&shopping!

What should you be doing right now?
Resting cus I am sick!

Can you blow a bubble?
`with what? hands?

Can you wiggle your ears?:
no but when I smile it moves?

Can you roll your tongue?
NO

Can you touch your tongue to your
nose?
a little.

THE DIDS:

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
once i did.

Did you ever want to be a fire
fighter?
yucks.

Do you believe in God?
YESSSS!

Do you like roller coasters?
no,i hate it.a liitle!

Do you own a bike:
yess,i share with my family.

Does your family have family picnics?
YA,by the beach!

Last person you hugged?
Huiyi&Leanna

Last thing you said out loud?
omg!

What was the last restaurant you ate
at?:
beef bowl

What was the last thing you bought?:
Sundress

What was the last thing you had to
drink?
water?

Who was the last person who texted you?
i cant remeber

Who was the last person you held hands
with?
i held the person arm is that counted?

Who last talked to you on the phone?
` SHARAN?

Who was the last person to leave you a
comment?:
` err,i dunno?

What shirt are you wearing?
` pink.

What pants are you wearing?
`soem cheap shorts?

Have any tattoos?
i wish lah.

1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
so long,cant remeber?

2. Who are you in love with?
GOD? :)

3. Is there anything green within 10
feet of you?
some skin care product

4. When is the last time you went to
the mall?
Yesterday i went far east plaza!

5. Have you been to the movies in the
last 3 days?
nahh

6. Are you hot?
I feel damm cold now,i am sick lehs.

7. What were you doing at 12AM last
night?
Researching on how to bake?&talking to sharan.

8. What was the last thing you had to
drink?
water?

9. What are you wearing right now?
-shirt shorts?

11. Last food that you ate?
Burger?

12. Where were you yesterday at this
time?
Far east plaza?

14. When is the last time you ran?
friday i think.

15. What's the last sporting event you
watched?
football?

16. What is your favorite animal?
i like rabbits only.

17. Last person's house you were in?
Megan's?

18. Have you ever been in love?
Not love,like!

19. Do you miss anyone right now?
yeahh,SHARAN JEET KAURR.

20. Last movie you saw?
Alvin&the chipmunks?

22. What are your plans for tonight?
eat,sleep,do hw?

23. Who is the last person you sent a
faster message or comment?
faster message?

24. Next trip you are going to take?
puhket in mar?

25. Last time you took a shower?
morning.

26. What is your handphone model?
i lost mine okay

27. Where are your best friends?
sharan? idk

28. What are you listening to right
now?
my mom's shouting?

29. Do you like hot sauce?
yuckks

30 secrets About Yourself. Be honest
no matter what.

1.Who was your last text from?
i got no phone?

2.Where was your default picture
taken?
i dont have

3.What's your FULL name?
DESIREE CHANTEL HAN XUE NING

4.Your current status?
Single

5.What is your current mood?
hungryyyy

6.How old are you?
13

7.If you could go back in time and
change something, would you?
yesss

8.Whats your favorite color/s?
pink, red, black?

9.Ever had a near death
experience?
i almost drowned

10.Something you do a lot?
shopping&hw?

11.Who can you tell ANYTHING to?
sharan?

12.Name someone with the same
birthday as you.
idk?

13.If you could have one super power
what
would it be?
i wish i can have the power to control stuff or smth

14.What's the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
face

15.Favorite season?
summer

16.Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
a little?

17.What are you eating or drinking at
the
moment?
i just bite koropok

18.What language do you speak?
english, chinese, malay

19.Describe your life in one word.
FRIENDS

20.Do you have any tattoos?
i wishh

21.Who were the last people you hung
out
with?
leanna&huiyi?

22.What are you thinking about right
now?
omg forgot to do history hw!

23.What should you be doing?
hw?

24.Who was the last person that made
you
upset?
i dunno

25.What are you listening to?
my breathing?

26.Do you like working in the yard?
yard?

27.Who is with you?
my mum

28.Do you act different around the
person
you like?
dunno

29.What is your natural hair color?
BLACK

30.Last time you were really
happy?
like yesterday's yesterday?

Church was okay,i next time than elaborate.
I GOT HISTORY&BIOLOGY HW TO DO!

SHARAN thinks i am sweet,bored!

2008-01-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
heys
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
hello
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
still online?
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
wows
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
i was just.
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
you?
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
mann i9 miss you.
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
just came back from my friends party
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
i miss you too babealicious
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
so you sick?
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
Yeahhh +(
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
=(
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
so you coming to school on mon
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
?
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
if i can!
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
i wish i was'nt sick.
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
Thanks to joanne...
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
are'nt you tired?
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
not really, hahaha
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
OMG, YOU ARE THE SWEETESR PERSON EVER LA
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
why?
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
your blog
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
i know,omg right?
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
what, no la, its FUCKING sweet
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
hahaha
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
YEAHHH.
♥SHARAN TILL THE END OF TIME says:
its super duper sweet
Desiree Chantel(: The L word to you. says:
i know,you're sweet too.especially that friendster comment about aircon!
byee i wanna sleep!

HW! KILL ME NOW!

2008-01-18T19:27:00.000-08:00

ESPECIALLY FOR SHARANJEET KAUR!

You are my friend and I hope you know that''s true.
No matter what happens I will stand by you.
I''ll be there for you whenever you need.
To lend you a hand to do a good deed.
So just call on me when you need me my friend.
I will always be there even to the end

CHIJ SJC CCA CHOICES FOR 2008.
1. Volleyball
2. Dance Ensemble
3. St. John Ambulance Brigade
4. Angklung & Kulingtang Ensemble
5. Guitar Ensemble
6. Girl Guides

1. Is there someone you wanna date
right now?
♥ Maybe.

2. Why did you stop liking the last
person you liked?
♥ cus the boy I like was a crappy idiot,i swear I really regret.

3. Are you usually the heart breaker
or the heart broken?

♥ Heart broken definitely.

4. Do you like school?
♥ YES.

5. Name a quote from the song you are
listening to:
♥ You're on my heart just like this tatoo.

6. What are you doing right now?
♥ quizing & radioing.

7. Do you miss your ex
girlfriend/boyfriend?
♥ Soo looong ago.No,he's an idiot?

8. Are you keeping a secret from
someone who needs to know the truth?
♥ Yeah,depends who?

10.Regret(s)?
♥ Alot,I wish the clock could turn back to when I first laid eyes on you.

11. What was the reason you last cried?
♥ Because love hurt too much.

12. What was the last thing you said?
♥ "Wait luh!"

13. What are you doing tonight?
♥ shopping?

14. Do you have a best friend?
♥ Yes!!!

15. Whens your birthday?
♥ 16 March 1995!

16. Have you ever hated someone, but
ended up being friends with them?
♥ Uh yes? But I cant recall who now.

17. What do you think of people who
don't have sex before marriage?
♥Errr,it's bad? idk?!

18. Do you own a pair of green pants?
♥ hahaahahs,what? no!

19. Are you more independent or
dependent?
♥ Independent?!

20. Ever had the opposite sex over
when no one was home?
♥ No,my mom would kill me maybe?

21. Do you believe that what comes
around goes around?
♥ I dont get this!

22. What is your favorite fruit?
♥ Papaya! I am a fussy fruit eater.

25. What is the most important thing
in any relationship?
♥ Honesty,trust&love.

26. Are you talking to your best
friend now?
♥ I dont really have a bestfiend,but getting to know more about sharan!

27. Does anyone love you?
♥ God totally loves me! So does my family!

28. What pisses you off the most?
♥ Some bitches?i dunno.

29. Is your best friend good looking?
♥ I don't have one,i think.

30. What are you doing now?
♥ I am doing this now!

32. Whats the one thing thats getting
you through this week?
♥ Friends!

33. Who do you miss??
♥ God? I don't wanna bring up relationships.

34. Do you give out second chances too
easily?
♥ I think so yeah.

35. What were you doing an hour ago?
♥ I was out for breakfast!

36. Where is one place you want to
visit?
♥ I wanna go US to shop till i drop!

38. Do you like hugs or do you freak
when people hug you?
♥ I loveeeee when my friends hug me :)

39. Ever felt that no one relates to
you?
♥ No,sharan&I like have the same brain!

40. Had plans and broken them?
♥ duh,so mannnny times!

41. Done anything illegal?
♥ Yeah

42. Who do you like?
♥ I plan on focusing on my studies now,but i still fancy a little of this boy.

43. Are you a vegetarian?
♥ I would die if I was.

44. Are you a tease?
♥ tease? what's that?

45. Who are you jealous of?
♥ No one?

46. Are you a lover or hater?
♥I try not to hate.But people sometimes cross the line.

My friend made me do tis quiz! I addicted to quizzes!

2008-01-18T06:41:00.000-08:00

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARES ME

-Dogs!
-Heights!
-Getting scolded by teacher.
-Some people.
-Embarrassment.
-LIZARDS!
-Gaining weight?

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST

-SHOPPING!
-Hanging out with my GFs(:
-Actually i think me enjoy hw! omgg.
-SCHOOL?
-Family time.
-I like it when my friends say hello to me(:
-Fashion Designing!

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS BOUT ME

-I AM A GIRL!
-CHIJ SJC IS MY SCHOOL YO!
- 16 MARCH IS MY BIRTHDAY!
-MY NAME IS DESIREE CHANTEL HAN(:
-I GOT HAIR!
-GOD ROCKS MY LIFE YO(:
-PAPAYA IS SOOO NICE(:

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN T DO BEFORE I DIE

-to be student leader.maybe luhs.
-have a happy life before i die.
-Reach my dreams!
-I want my friends,I dont wanna die!
-PASS O LEVEL!
-be super uber rich!
-go on major shopping spree!
SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO

-I can do anything that a human can do.
-I can draw,i think.
-I can shop!
-I can blog??
-idk?
-I CAN ACHEIVE MY DREAMS!
-I CAN WALK(:

SEVEN THINGS THT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPOSITE GENDER?

-OPPOSITE GENDER?
-OPPOSITE GENDER?
-OPPOSITE GENDER?
-huh?I dunno? Their character?
-Their face?
-Their personality?
-Their sweetness?

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST

. wahlao!

. shit!

. omg!

. woohoo?

. HELLO OR HI!

SEVEN PEPO I WANNA SEE TAKING THIS QUIZ

I DUNNO(: I steal from huimin one,cus she want me to do one(:

Shitz rumors.

2008-01-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

I fell like shitz now.How to explain? I jsut simply feel like shitz.Today's rumors were the cherry on top of my horrible rumors of sundae.how great.It bugs me,why cant a girl talk about her friends?Does it matter?As if i'm in love with her.It was her lah,not me. Shitz la,now it's spreading about me loving a girl.wow,just the best way to start school,rumor.Asss lahs.I fell like saying something vulgar,But I ampulling back my horses cus God says I can't.I fell damm tired thanks to school now.I felt sick during maths.Thanks to joanne who made me eat the NPCC food yesterday.Dorothy used the same spoon too,she's sick now lehhhs.Aiyah these few days my tiredness has been taking a hold of myhappy days.I cant take rumors,i get so sensitive.I'm starting to really think that this year's gonna be a roller coaster yet it is gonna be one with challenges&acheivements.Had wan tan mee with Sharan&her cousin.Some people likes yao yao,omgg.Than lost them for awhile tried to clear my name from the rumor list.But was not the right time to do so.Stupit effing rumors lahhs.I'm so damm vulgar.Finally used the locker for more than putting afew books.Lessons was boring i think.Especially English I dunno why but secondary English is being a bore to me.I wish i get selected to be a monitor or a counsellor.I always wanted to be a student leader,but i dont think i have enough confidence.Art was kinda un enjoyable for me.The rumors,i was afraid it will spread.I dont like her lah,I'm straight.They just don't get it.

Hello! school's killing me!

2008-01-16T00:00:00.000-08:00

pretty sister(:

My bangs look weired.

Hello.I have not posted quite long ago,so heres my week.
Sunday did'nt go for speedlight or cell.Missed speedlight&cell man.After chruch we took a train to megan's party.The whole time I used the com man.Talked to IKK= Instructor KingKong = Joanne! hahahahs,okay so I&sharanto IKK talked about _____ .So weired telling her this man.Hahahahahas,the talk was fun.We talked quite long i think.She's nice actually.Okay so left the party after cutting the cake&so.

The next day was school! Talked to Ikk.Her voice is so sexxyyy mannn! hahahas. ever since talking to sharan on msn,we've became closer.We think alike.disturbed Chermaine about _____ .HAHAHAHAHS. it's really funny her reaction.So school's getting very tiring,each day my energy of somewhat of happyness to acheive my dreams wear off.I dunno howda explain.eruhhhhs.So went compass with sharan&chermaine after school to have lunch.It was shiok mannn.But all good things come to an end,soon it will.

Tuesday was actually a really good day for me.Everything went smoothly for me actually.Classes was good.Chermaine keeps scaring me about yao yao. she's our new classmate. English i was proud of myself! I made it to the SECOND TRIAL OF VOLLEYBALL! wohooo! Okay this may not seem so amazing,but to me it was a step to achieve my goals.See,i did'nt set any goals for 2008 but God was so kind to let me go further to achieve something.Anyways,i find volleyball dammmm fun lah! so after school wanted to give the letter to Joanne,shit man chermaine go tore it! Maybe should give the extra one.hahahs then ask Joanne to give ____ a hug.not saying names! so weired ask her to hug_____ not us.So,she hugged us all.Yay,went for volley ball trial.weirdly,the ball didn't even throw at me more then several times.Shit luhs,i cant squat well. i squat stupidly. hahas.saw esther at the volley ball trails.They say SJC ACE! we answer:ACE! that it repeats! fun lehhs.Ashwani hits the ball very weirdly! i & Gabriella kept laughing at her. They asked me for my index no.& if i am interested.Is that a good sign? hahahas. hopefully. after volleyball went for lunch with clarissa(:

WEDNESDAY! yay! school started late. slept like a pig man. okay,so went to school followed chermaine to look for joanne.eeeyerr.Than had classes,usually got loads of homework.I like bio the best. i dunno why. Okay,so recess was kinda weired.Joanne eng&geraldine went to yao yao& asked if she was a butch.So she cant understand english right? so i asnwered for her,i told them no. eeeyerr,so after recess classes as usual.Than after school was nice.Joanne gave us a present.omg,i find that sweet.My first present given in SJC! It was nice of her.wahhs,chermaine very special huh.hhehehes,i bet she happy like mad already! 3 i tems,ily! hahahas.who knows? So ahd luch with 1C classmates. Yay,got our name tags! wohoooo. mine sucked luhs.Should have put Desiree Chantel Han! (: Talked to chermaine for awhile,Then went home with Tania & Jocelyn.I was feeling emo today.sucked.
AHHHs,i gotta go. GOT LOADS OF HOMEWORK TO DO!(:

I LOVE SJC SEC 1 CAMP!

2008-01-11T01:50:00.000-08:00

HELLO! I AM BACK FROM SJC SEC ONE CAMP!

SJC camp was a blast man!Let me explain yo.The first day we did area clean up,it was okay luh. okay then we went to our dorms.Then,we had ice breakers! Fun man.Okay,then i think we had lunch.cant remember.Then we had games! wooohooo! I WAS VERY ENTHU. Okay,i cant really remember alot of first day BUT i cant tell you it was super fun! i remeber when one of my class mate cried,esther was so cute lah.like mother like that."Dont cry,don't cry,later your eyes red red ah." ahahahaha Eunice&I were like laughing like mad. Then we keep telling each other,"Don't cry,don't cry"hahahahahahas.We had this talk.On like teenage hood.so funny lah,esther act like so guai.dahlia was so hyper! then we were supposed to like draw or something then dorothy&eunice&me decidded to fake cry so that we can see estehr do the dont cry dont cry thing.so funny,instead she did the heart attack thing,1 2 3 4 5. ahahahahahs,so funny told dahlia that Eunice&me wanna be counselors. Okay then came dinner,we said the grace and we did the HUNGRY HUNGRY CHEER! wooohoo.The food was good.Hahahahhs,Then at night everyone became a little sick okay.,we were talking about buns(your butt) it was so dammm funny luhs, instructor dahlia,esther&seima. were like so funny.HAHHAHAHs,we played the Macdonal game too. so funny the big mac become coke.Then the pie like squishing bug like that.hahahahs.Dahlia asked us to ask instructor mano if she had buns hahahahas.Then when it was sleeping time Eunice&me couldn't sleep.We talked about very cute people.ahahahahhas,we sgreed that all our insrtuctors rocked! Instructor Dahlia,Joanne,Esther&Shannon.WOOOHOOO.
SECOND DAY ROCKED. wokeup super early,instructors were tired but continued.We had breakfast then to IJ trail. So funny luhs. on the bus we cheered like mad. i sleeped.The instructors keep 1C oiiiii,Power! Uhs,so long leh.then we left like very few minutes for IJ trail. Okay,first went to singapore river after that we passed this family tourist.the father was asking the son,Joseph,do you wanna go to this school(SJC)? then i was like how to come? Girls school leh.-.- hahahahahahs. i told gabriela & she & me laughed like mad people.hahahahahas,we finally reached CHIJ M.E.S(chimes) it was so nice,so long since i've been there.we learned about CHIJ history.our school's history was so old! Then rushed to the church.Then back to CHIJ M.E.S Then on teh bus instructor Joanne was like everybody drink "wor-er" (Water) hahahahahas.then for teh rest of the day we disturbed her,wor-er.After luch we had games wooohooo! we played sicors paper stone SJC way.Omg lahhhh,everybody but hurt lah.Okay in the end 1D won. okay,then second was the bucket game.First time we tried the water spilled on instructor Joanne.hahas,i think she was pissed.i dunno then we hugged each other like mad. still we lost.its okay,then we played spider web.Geraldine's group was like so funny. okay so 1C4 cheered us on! yay! then it was to the cabage game.i call it the cabbage luh,its actually a paper ball. then it got stuck in our laps often.we took 8 seconds! that's good. then we played the abc game,we beat the record!WOOHOOOOOOOOO. yay! then later,we palyed the water ballons game.Not fun,abit boring.No offenses. Then we palyed stupit catherpillar game.WAHLAO,so pain.my butt hurt,my hands hurt& even my legs hurt.I was'nt even walking. Then we had cheers! our class cheer rocked! 1C , 1C, GO ,GO ,GO LET US PUT ON OUR BEST SHOW.1C,1C,FIGHT WITH MIGHT.WE ARE REALLY DYANMITE! GO 1C DYNAMITE DON'T MESS WITH DYNAMITE HEY,HEY,HEY 1C DYNAMITE....DON'T MESS WITH DYAMITE! PSSS....BOMB! WOOOOOOOO! Then we did loads of things. Okay,dinner was good. Then we had fake campfire! it was fun i knew they were planning something,we had cheers in the hall then we performed our camfire performance. Other classes also performed. Then suddenly seima got an email from GOD.com saying that there's gonna be a campfire! then everyone was like laughing like mad.Okay,CAMPFIRE ROCKED! we did hokey pokey! Instructor Joanne dance very funny! I LOVED THE DANCE,I DANCED! so sad the ambulance had to take Tania away,i feel kinda guilty i did'nt tell instructor first. OHHH the fire ball ws cooolll.HAHAHAHAS,i and gabriella kept talking about"THE BROTHERS" hahahahahahas,only eunice&gabrille&me know.hahahahahs.Then there was this once where dorothy&her friends went like"Lijie we love you!"hahaahahahs i was lauging my head of luhhhs.I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT THE CAMPFIRE WAS AWSOMELY GOOD FUN! okay,so we had gross supper. not really gross,everybody had to go for an "interview" on if their sick or not. Hahahhahas,especially me since jamie's caught the disease.They're thinking it would be me-.- Okay so how glad last day of sleep,i had freaking bad back aches.Went to look for instructors. I slep with Sharan's boaster on my back.thanks Sharan! had really good sleep,dreamed of camp(lols) . then the next moring! The camp instructors were like almost dead.especially Instructor Joanne. But Instructor Esther looked very not tired.So after that we had soem games,team worked a little i feel that through out this camp the instructors were really nice to us,encouraged us.From that 1CHARITY has been more together,in a sense that were more bonded than before.It was a really big change for all of us,i know.But the fact that we could bond so fast was amazing! Like everyone came from different schools& we bonded like we were a big family that knew each other for like millions of years,though some people didn't bond.Okay,then games we had the slide show by instructors,we bombed people people bomed us! we paly where's the peanut! then cheered! POWER,FUYOH!!!!!! hahahahs(: okay then had the awards,i like our principle.The teachers are all very nice.Sharan won the best camper award wohooo!!!! she shouts alot! in the end I HAD ALOT OF FUN.many people lost their voice! Gave Our class instructors&mano&somehow they wanted lijie to be there-.- we gave them a supprise! They were touched but they needed to sweep the ash.So we waited i & weiling went back to the class and find my card & arrange the trables.ran alot,so fun! i think i am starting to like to run! okay so asked Instructors Joanne&Esther to sign.Next to each other hahahahahhahas only gabriella&eunice&me know.Went home with meisi,home!OMGGGG my sister cut her hair,hell so short,yay! she's got bangs like me it's nice to be back home but I MISS SEC 1 CAMP '08! I wanna stay more in school !
now i am leaving you with some lyrics of the camp song we sang!
Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

Here and now its time for celebration
I finally figured it out (yeah yeah)
That all our dreams have no limitations
That's what its all about(yeah yeah)

Everyone is special in their own way
We make each other strong (we make each other strong)
Were not the same
Were different in a good way
Together's where we belong

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come true

1C everywhere
Wave your hands up in the air
That's the way we do it
Let's get to it
Come on everyone!WOOOOOOOOOOO!
i miss SJC SEC1 CAMP!
THE SLIDESHOW FOR THE SEC 1S ROCKED!
THANKS INSTRUCTORS FOR EVERYTHING! YOU ALL ROCK!
NOW I REALLY FEEL
LIKE AN SJC GIRL!
SJC ROCKS!

SCHOOLS really starting now.

2008-01-03T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hey,uhhhhs school's a bit tired today.Omgggzzz lah so hard to adjust to sjc's environment.I was hell tired was gonna sleep but i was afraid mrs freeman would book me-.- ahhahahahahahahahs! i hate this booking system.Whatever,i dont want any booking.Okay so met reyanna at bustop took a bus t meet neysa&jamie.ameira joined then came amanda.jomelle later.met kimberly.School assembly was presentations.Then class cheers&such.Then went hall mrs.crossly talked t us.she clarrified that prom is still on.yay for the sec 4s hahahahas.(: okay recess runhere&there.wahhh tasha got detention liaoooozzz,so fast.I never wanna be late.okayt after school everbody chiong go ming locker & try to open.so hard to open.i am quite excited for camp.so after school took a cab with haiqi and clarissa ate kimchi with clarissa&haiqi too.then home.slept the whole day.now i gotta back my bag.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.(((:

SJC WAS OKAYYY.

2008-01-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

Hello just(quite long) came back from OLN.hehehehes,Chij saint joseph's convent was okay luhs,the school BIG.Let me tell you about it,okay so too a bus to th bus stop,met OLN people on th bus.After tt met Jamie&Neysa&Amanda & walked to SJC together.Some of us were kinda scared,cus it was a new school.Then we just followed th crowd.Jamie said this to me,"Just follow th Crowd!" hahahahahahs.omggg,okay i realised sjc's dicipline is not very good.No wonder they Book everything that goies wrong.hell,then after a looooonnnngggg asembly,there was a talk on discipline. Omggg lahhh, book if you're late,book if your uniform this that.Then book if what?Unhealthy behavior? so weireddddd.Hell strict.But i think I'll adjust.I never wanna be late for school man.Detention! hahas,so after that went to class made new friend,jocelyn.She's nice&so cute.ahahhhahahahhas(: Okay,then omggg can't remeber.errr,then went for recess with jamie.what's even worse is must sit by class-.- i was like WTHHHH. ahahahahs. Then went to home room,the counsellors teached us cheers.Then,we went for tours around th school.Omggg,school so big siaaaaaaa. Okay,then form teachers came in forms&such.Then school end,jamie&amanda went home to put the stuff.& me,kimberly(new friend) ,enrica,clarissa&pee geok walked ton compass to have lunch.After luch met pri school friends at OLn.Miss 6hope man,so hard to adjust to sec school life mannnn. I WANT PIERCINGS!!!!!!!!!!(:

HAPPY 2008!

2007-12-31T19:33:00.001-08:00

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YOZZZxxZZZZ.hahahahs.HAPPY 2008! woohooo.it's the first day of 2008.even though 07's past,it still feels like 2007.Last year has really been a life journey man,i went through what a teen would go through.Crushes,back stabs,talks on the phone for a very long time,Shopping,Movies wit friends.But most of all it was year i really had changes,i had problems.Now that a new year has begun,i know more about how not go through the problems i did.God has really blessed me,I cant express how much he has blessed me.he loves me,& I am happy.This year has really been a journey for me.Well,next year is gonna be another exciting journey! Hopefully i can get more friend,better graces,even better attitude.Okay,yesterday night talked on the phone with Neysa for about 2 hours.We opened up to each other.&that really is something sweet.Omg,she&I have loads in common(in th way we think).We talked about guys,normal teen stuff,so long never talked to her.It was good.Then after putting down th phone watch abit of the countdown.Omg,Max Loong so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hehehehehehehs. Okay the pics of grace,huiyi,meldody,evan,meiyi&me. misss them mannnzzzz.Gonna miss melody&grace.cus melody's mooving t LEW.so saddddd,wahs,at least i have huiyi.HUIYI DON'T TRABSFER PLS! i will miss you!! Omg.YAYYYYYY,tmr schools' starting!!!!! YAY! meeting new class mates yawwww:D GONNA GET T MEET MY DEARY BABY GIRL,JAMIE CHONG MAN NING! wohoooooooo(: Aftr school gonna hit oln(: ay! miss wong owes us pastamania(: Okay BYEEE(:

PHOTOGRAHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY(:

2007-12-30T05:46:00.000-08:00

Hey ho.shall blog about 2 days.here goes.

SATURDAY;yesterday.
Went to the Mandarin Oriental Hotel.CAMWHORED.hahahhahs.then we went to eat steamboat,wahhhhs the place was full house.okay by then i was uber hungry alr.then we went t this thai restruant was crowded too.i started complaining,then we ended in some hainamnesse place t eat,not exactly niceeeee.Okay,then after that went last minute SHOPPING!(woohoo!)went Bugis street.I miss it,family walked so dammm slow.Okay,so bought alot of blue clothes(quite) bought a blue tunic,a blue cardigan& little miss twins.wohooooo getting little miss curious&somersault if i can find.tell me if you know any online websites that sell these two:D Okay,so after that went home & camwhored with sexy BANGS!hahas(:

SUNDAY;Today.
went church.cell was oksy,sarah had the same haircut as me!hahahs.i found out the cause of me not so close to God,No focus on him enough. so gonna do that.Maybe i wanna buy havanas(: okay wth does God gotta do with havanas?SEE FOCUS DESIREE! so then went t meet KGRACE,Melody,Huiyi&her cousin Meiyi who's very pretty nice.hahahhahahs.Okay,then we went speedlight,they made me sit next to a guy-.- purposely i guess,who cares.Then worship WAS VERY GOOD,not to the extend of excellent though. God touched a little.So i think today speedlight was a BLAST! loved the energy.SOOOOO SADDD LUHHHS,speedlight gonna split into half lehhhhs,i hate this new format.i want one big congregation of SPEEDLIGHTER;WOOLDANDERS&TAMPINES PEOPLE! so unfiar i like it when they're here so saddddd. Okay,so after chruch Took pics with KGRACE,melody,huiyi,melody,meiyi&evan.Then met up with neysa,jane&jeslyn to follow me to buy my skinnies.wah lao.went there no my colour no my size-.- how upsetting lahs.Okay,then had KFC with them&joked..Then after kfc we took a bus&headed to tampines bus interchange.They went somewhere,i went to buy my so called clutch,VIntage style!wohooo(: Then home.

BANGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.(:

2007-12-29T00:43:00.000-08:00

Omy,ilook diff with a new haircut!

Hello blogger:D uhs,today was boring.woke up,watch a tiny little bit of tv.then went t play com.it suckksssss not going out,i can't not go shopping.hahahahahs i am like addicted t shopping.so,used for awhile,then we went t compass point t have luch & buy my school bag.wahlao,so ex lehhhhs.then okay we went t 77th street,op,eight percent but my father thinks there all too much for a stupit bag.My father even asked me t buy a stupit trolley bag-.- . So now i guess i am stuck with my old baggg.Wahlao.hehehheehs,i wanna go town! i think i am gonna go t town latter with family.Gahhhh;whatever byeeeeeeeeeee,i miss my phone & mp4 slap the theif mannnsxxxzzz.(:

I FINALLY HAVE BANGS!

2007-12-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

I finally have BANGS!

HELLO.omggg,iam like dammm happy today!OMGGG,i cant believe it1 hell, i FINALLY got BANGS!(: hehehehehehhehs.bangs are cool kay.today woke up quite early,skipped breakfast.Wen down to town to the Indonesian Embassy to get the passports done.In the end we didn't.-.-" We to Ngee Ann Poly to wait for daddy,he's doing a show there.Then we wanted to try Singapore's best lor mee,huh.it was closed.So eat prawn mee,OMG,loved it!(: i am addicted to bangs & Prawn mee.tell me why can a object you didn't touch get lost?Stupit maid kept my card then cannot find.Wanna kill her at times! stupit idiot.omgggoshhhhh,loving prawn mee& bangs.Okay,so later went to see tasha.Then justina's house.Playground later.(((: addicted to them(: